my sunflower 🌻
online
my sunflower 🌻
im sorry
all i do is make you worry
for me and thats really not
how a relationship should
be like but all i can ever do
is say sorry
my sunflower 🌻
i cant even pay you back for
so much that youve given me
and it seems like misfortune
follows me wherever the fuck
i go
my sunflower 🌻
such a fuck up lol
im sorry chanhee
my sunflower 🌻
maybe your mother was right
maybe you do deserve better
because all i do is make problems
that i cant even fix and then
you end up worrying about them
my sunflower 🌻
im sorry chanhee
im sorry
my favourite person
why are you apologising?
my sunflower 🌻
because all i do is stress you
out and i cant ever pay you back
since my income is unstable
my sunflower 🌻
fuck
fuck im sorry chanhee
my favourite person is calling
accept decline
my sunflower 🌻
what are you doing
why
what for
my favourite person
just pick up kim sunwoo
my favourite person is calling
accept decline
[ sunwoo chanhee ]
"i'm sorry-"
"are you okay? do you want me to go to where you are?"
"no. please don't bother...fuck i feel like such a burden. what if i really am a gold digger and-"
"but you aren't."
"chanhee...everything is falling to pieces and it happened right after i felt so happy about the stupid ring...i should've known that i was being too selfish with that but no, it didn't even cross my mind and i keep worrying you time and time again too...what kind of boyfriend does that?"
"sunwoo-"
"and today, i had to see seonmi pretend like everything was fine when i saw how people were treating her before."
"they were shoving her and throwing shit at her just because of that stupid article that came out."
"then what next? the hospital calls me and says my mom was in critical condition again because of how overwhelmed she became since some people had begun bombarding her with their shit and hurting her all because of that fucking article that i caused to happen."
"it's all my fault chanhee and i don't know what to do anymore and i feel bad that i'm bothering you yet again with all this shit when you have your own life to live. god, why am i so selfish-"
"it's not your fault sunwoo. why on earth would it be your fault?"
"you're being too nice-"
"no, i'm stating facts. this isn't your fault and i know you may not believe that but please stop blaming yourself for everything and taking all accountability for this shitshow."
"but-"
"no, listen to me first sunwoo. this is not your fault okay? so please, stop trying to push me away when i want to be there for you. i chose to like you, i chose to date you and i chose to accept this ring that you called stupid earlier."
"i chose you and i will continue to choose you sunwoo."
"so please, stop taking on all this burden on your own and, adding on, you're one of the least selfish people i've ever met so what do you even mean about being selfish?"
"but, thank you for trying to open up to me sunwoo."
"i'm sorry."
"don't be — you're trying your best and that's enough for me and i'm sure neither seonmi nor your mom blame you for any of this. i honestly blame my parents wholeheartedly."
"but, what if my mom really...i can't even bring myself to say it wow i'm a fucking coward."
"you aren't and regardless of what happens, i'll be here for you sunwoo and i hope you know that."
"i...i know."
"you should try getting some sleep then sunwoo! if you need someone to accompany you to the hospital tomorrow, i can go with you if you don't mind."
"don't you have any schedules tomorrow?"
"nope, i'm free."
"ok...chanhee?"
"what is it?"
"i think i must've done something great in my past life to have you in my present."
"wow, that's sappy."
"i'm the sappy one? after all the shit you said, i could've sworn that was you."
"mutual simp culture i guess- hey you laughed!"
"you make me happy."
"precisely why you shouldn't push me away but i know you're trying so i'm still grateful."
"hey chanhee?"
"what?"
"i think i..."
"what? i can't hear what you're saying."
"nothing! goodnight chanhee!"
"kim sunwoo, what the f-"
call ended
my favourite person
what were you saying at the
end of the call?
my sunflower 🌻
nothing
goodnight <3
my favourite person
you're lucky that it's late and
i want you to sleep soon but
goodnight then sunflower <3
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author's note:
i hope that you guys are finding some kind of comfort/joy/reassurance reading this story because seeing you guys comment gives me so much joy and i hope that i can return the favour through this story 🥺🥺
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