Pure love - Billverly

Chapter 25

Stanley didn't recover from his condition, but he is making progress everyday. His friends are calling him every day and they meet every month in Derry. Now that he graduated, nothing will keep his mind busy and all of his self hate will hit him like a rocket.
"Maybe I should give up." said Stan when he was finally alone in his room.
"They secretly hate me." he thought. His friends may hate him for his crying, panic attacks and all the times he broke his promise that he won't hurt himself, but still did.
His friends, including Sam, are the only reason that keeps him alive and he feels angry to disappoint them .
" Why can't I be a good friend and let them free?!" said Stan out loud knowing there won't be someone home to hear him.
Bill knocked on his door and Stan answered it.
"How are you?" asked Bill trying to hide his concern for his best friend
"I am fine." replied Stan while looking down.
Bill looked at him and patted his shoulder.
"Bev and I are leaving in our honeymoon. If anything happens, call me." said Bill
Stan nodded and Beverly entered the room.
"It's okay, Stan... We understand." Beverly said and hugged him

They exit the house and walked to the car.
"It's everything ok?" asked Beverly " You seem concerned."
"Yeah, everything is fine." he replied
Bill is driving while Beverly looked at the map.

They arrived at a hotel and spent the night there.
Beverly looked at Bill and she couldn't believe that she is finally happy. For the first time in her life, she was free. She finally felt loved, supported and cared about.
"Bill...can we talk?" she asked him
" Yes, what's the problem?"
"I am not ready for you know.....every time I think about it...I think about what my ex and dad did to me and I feel so ashamed that I have to tell you this." she confessed
"Bev, it's okay. I understand that what you went through traumatised you and I won't force you to do it. I love you, Beverly. Besides, no one is rushing us." Bill smiled at her.
  He understands her problems and won't push her just because she's his wife now. Bill will protect Beverly every time she needs it.
"Thank you, Bill. I love you too."she replied and rest her head on his shoulder.

The Next day they decided to visit New York. It was December so the beautiful decorations and the white snow will make and romantic and joyful memories for them.