Want

Chapter 5

She was twiddling the pen in her hands before sighing in annoyance at the entire situation. Her mind glanced to the coffee table where a deep purple rose sat in a vase, she shook her head and closed her eyes at the beauty of it. Nicky entered the room and raised her eyebrows at Jac's gaze focussing on the rose, she wanted to question but her eyes were just captivated by the beauty of it that she couldn't resist going over to it and admiring it whilst Jac's eyes just focussed on it. She didn't snap nor did she even react, her eyes were marvelling over it as her mind filled with thoughts. Teleporting back into reality as a petal fell from the rose onto the desk, she looked up at Nicky with a small smile before looking at Kian's desk noticing he wasn't there causing her to frown.

"You don't see those every day" Nicky muses and Jac nods slowly before snapping out of her trance "Any way you're needed out here as Kian isn't here-"

"Rewind, Kian isn't here?" she questions and Nicky nods slowly biting her lip "What do you mean Kian isn't here?"

"He's gone to Canada for a holiday, you didn't know?"

"Why didn't anyone tell me?" Jac seethes, she wasn't even annoyed that he was gone but she was more annoyed that she couldn't fuck him relentlessly

"We just assumed you knew being Clinical Lead..." Nicky trails off and Jac clenches her jaw before anger fills her system "Also your patient is here-"

"I'll be there as soon as possible" she snaps and Nicky nods knowing to remove herself from the situation before she gets snapped at, Jac sits back down at her desk, she takes her phone and angrily dials Kian's number but of course it went to voicemail causing her to slam it down on the desk

-CS-

Jac was just wandering around not really doing anything, Nicky and Cameron were confused and they were gossiping but she never once told them off. It was as if she was in her own world and they confided in Fletch who had noticed it as well. He promised to have a word with Jac but he was reluctant not knowing the reception he would get, all he had to do was catch her on her own. Out came the chocolate muffin from Pulses as bargaining power but Jac was staring out of the window in her office and he bit his lip as he entered.

"Get out!" she snaps and Fletch sighs in annoyance "I'm busy Fletcher, get out of my office!"

"Ok, right whatever's going on sort it because this is so tedious, here's a coffee and a muffin to give you some well-needed energy"

"Shut up" she snaps and he raises his hands in defence before biting his lip, he leaves the office slamming the door before Jac smirks to herself slightly at the thought of a little game coming into her head, she grabs her keys and her bag before walking out of the office, Fletch frowns at her as she storms down the corridor leaving him to sigh in annoyance at getting a locum consultant in...

-CS-

Jac stormed around to Kian's place, she was banging on the door and she was seething at how he could just run away and not tell her after everything they had been through. She stepped back and frowned realising she was breaking the rules of their agreement, she was at his home when they were meant to be keeping this away from their home lives. Either way, all those rules went out of the window, she continued to knock on the door before shouting through it convinced Kian was hiding in there on purpose to test her but soon she realised he wasn't there and she was furious. Her heart felt as if it had been shattered into a million pieces and she felt betrayal, anger, hatred towards her fuck buddy, towards Kian Madani. Jac went home, she was irritated and went to the fridge picking up a bottle of orange juice and guzzling it down unceremoniously not even bothering to pour it into a glass. She jumped as a hand was placed over her mouth, someone's breath dancing around her ear as the orange juice goes flying onto the floor but it was when she smelt the sweet scent of aftershave she bit her lip and forced her body around.