Want

Chapter 7

Jac hated going to sleep every night, when she did all she could smell was Kian, she was scared that he was still taking over her mind. The pillow he used when he stayed over she would clutch it to her chest breathing in the smell of his aftershave, of his body. It comforted her and allowed her to get a peaceful night sleep, she didn't want to change those bedsheets until he was back, she didn't want to risk losing what he smelt like as she had already lost what he felt like. Work was also a struggle the last two weeks, she tried to stay on task but she was still snappy, still lost without Kian there. It was when it was nearing the end of the two weeks she felt a little bit lighter as the anticipation of Kian coming back to work was there, Fletch noticed her mood change and he was confused. Sacha had yet to have a chance to question her as Jac always shut him down and with her mood continuously up and down they just left it as it wasn't worth the arguments or the disruption.

"Can you do observations for bay 5 please Cameron and make sure everyone understands the risks of their electives?" Jac says and Cameron nods before heading off, Jac looks at Nicky who was smiling at her "And you are with me in theatre, you've earnt it"

"Seriously?!" Nicky exclaims and Jac nods slowly before walking off and Fletch looks at Nicky "She's allowing me in theatre"

"Wow" Fletch responds in disbelief at the weird mood Jac was in, Nicky smiles and heads off to prep the patient. Fletch walks off to find Jac "Jac"

"Yes?" she questions and Fletch bites his lip "Spit it out then we don't have all day Fletcher"

"I'm in theatre with you then I assume?"

"Your assumption would be correct, I need competence from a team I know" Jac nods and Fletch smiles slightly at her "Well off you go Adrian, I have work to be getting on with"

"Right" he nods slowly, he frowns as he left the room thinking about how weird this situation was...

-CS-

Jac was ready to go into theatre, Nicky was there and Fletch and she was just ready to get it over and done with. They were halfway through the operation and Jac let Nicky take over which Fletch was equally shocked about as well as Nicky as Jac was being rather possessive over her patients more so with Kian off the scene until next week. Fletch was examining the situation and Jac could tell that he was and that he was shocked with her decision to let Nicky perform the surgery, but Jac stayed calm and helped her and they all completed it and teamwork really did work in this situation. Nicky thanked Jac and she nodded before heading up to her office, she entered and saw that on her desk was another black rose, she frowned knowing it was a sign from Kian, she just knew he was around here so she got her phone out and text him before remembering he blocked her number. This whole thing was making her mind whir, she just knew it was from Kian and she was convincing herself it was.

"Fletch!" she calls and runs through the ward, Nicky and Cameron look confused "Have you seen Kian?"

"Jac he's in Canada, he'll be back next week"

"No, he's here" she snaps, her mind was too convinced on finding him, she needed to touch him, feel him, smell him even if that thought was kind of creepy "He is!"

"Jac, I think...are you ok?" he questions, his eyes filled with concern, she pulls back and the realisation sinks in that she was being a bit unstable around all of them "He's in Canada ok?"

"Yeah...sorry" she frowns, her heart sunk at how much of a scene she had just caused, does Kian really make her this crazy?

"Look go and sit in your office, we can have a talk because I think we need one, I'll get Sacha as well," Fletch says and Jac frowns before sighing and walking off to her office, she enters and gasps