Want

Chapter 18

The whole thing was deemed as a crazy experimental injustice of self-torture, irritating enough she let it happen. After all this time she and Kian were trying their best to love but it was slowly slipping away from them, she knew it was her fault. The inability of not allowing herself to experience love just like any other person was eating their relationship alive, unfortunately, she didn't know how to stop it neither did Kian, not that he knew what to do either. Work was a mundane enough task to be getting on with, it was a distraction for both of them and they were trying their hardest not to work together or go anywhere near each other but they both knew it wasn't down to their previous suspension, it was just painful to even be in the vicinity of each other.

"McKendrick!" Jac snaps and Nicky appears from out of nowhere "Where is Madani?"

"In theatre Ms Naylor" Nicky responds and Jac seethes in response "I can page him-"

"No!" Jac shrieks so loudly that it alerts Fletch from his office, he comes out to see all of the commotion and Nicky looked on the verge of tears; something was definitely going on here

"Right Nicky, can you go and speak to Mrs Anderson please" Fletch raises his eyebrows and Nicky scuttles off leaving Jac to glare at him "What's the problem with you?!"

"Nothing" she mutters before walking off, Fletch grabs her wrist and she slaps him causing his hand to fly to his cheek, she gasps at her actions and everyone looked shell-shocked "Back to work!"

"Right," Fletch says sternly, he takes Jac's hand and drags her into the office, Kian clocks this exchange as he entered the ward again and he headed into the office as well "Whatever is going on between the both of you it needs to stop-"

"Nothing is going on" Kian mutters and Jac goes to leave the room, Kian stands in front of the door to block her from leaving "What happened-"

"I slapped him for being an interfering piece of shit" Jac snaps and Kian raises his eyebrows, he didn't know if he was more shocked at her tone or the fact she actually slapped Fletch "Nothing more needs to be said, now move Madani!"

"No" he states and she physically shoves him out of the way before storming out of the office, Fletch sighs and Kian just frowns rather confused

"Sort it otherwise I will" Fletch warns and Kian nods leaving the office, he tracks Jac down and drags her into the office, she immediately turns on him and kisses him, he pulls her into his body and she presses hers up against his as they pull at each other's clothes, she pushes him away and screams

"What has gotten into you!" Kian shouts and Jac shoves him over and over "It needs to stop!"

"Wind your neck in!" Jac snaps and pushes him up against the wall "All of this pain Kian, all of it!"

"I'm not listening to this" Kian shakes his head wagging a finger at her, she seethes even more as he leaves the office, she chases him and grabs his wrist "Listen to me!"

"Why would I do that?" he hisses and clocks Hanssen at the other end of the corridor "Why on earth would I do that?"

"I hate you!" she cries, well it was more like a scream "I fucking hate you, Kian Madani!"

"I hate you too" he snaps and then walks off, Jac turns around and punches the wall flexing her fingers after before wincing

"Ah!" she screams in mental pain, the physical was numbed by her mind

"Ms Naylor" Hanssen states pointing to the consultants' office, she clenches her jaw and relents heading into the office, "I thought you were keeping your personal life outside of the hospital-"