Could it be......nah (Zayn Malik)

38 - I'm Sorry

RIKKI'S POV

 Soon Zayn was sitting up strait and talking and eating normal. Like everything was OK  But he still didn't know about Kim. He had given me weird looks when i came in without her. But never asked. The day they were letting him out i sat in his room with him. He was dressed and sitting on the bed, waiting for the doctor to come and give him a final check. He looked over at me.

"Where's Kim?" i sighed and looked at the floor. i didn't want to tell him what had happened while he was out. She was doing alot better know and would be able to go home soon. But i still didn't want to tell him.

"Rikki, where's Kim?" I looked up at him. i could see the worry in his face. He was getting the wrong idea from me. I sighed.

"While you were out, she got a sever fever," He shot up and headed towards the door. I got up and ran after him. I grabbed his arm and turned him to face me.

" Zayn, she's fine, she really is, don't worry," he looked at me and i stumbled back. He was angry.

"Why didn't you tell me before, i haven't seen her since i woke up, i thought you were not bringing her in because it was to hard for her to see me like this, but she was in the hospital the whole time, sicker then anything," I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out. He stared at me his brown eyes full of rage. I shook my head.

"No, Zayn, i didn't tell you because i didn't want to worry you," He chuckled evily and shook his head.

"Whatever Rikki, i'm going to see her," He opened the door and i didn't follow him. I sat back down in the chair and stared at the floor. I could fell tears welling up in my eyes and i put my face in my hands. I could hear Kim's high pitched laugh from down the hall and i cried harder. For so many reason's, that they where both OK. That i would have them forever, and also the fact that he had been hurt by me, that i had kept this from him and that he was angry at me. I wiped my face and ran my finger's through my hair and closed my eyes. Keeping my head facing the floor. I heard footsteps and looked up. Eleanor stood in the door way. She walked over to me and kneeled in front of me.

"Rikki, what's wrong?" I sighed and wiped my face.

"Zayn's mad at me, because i didn't tell him Kim had a fever, but i didn't tell him because i didn't want to worry him," Eleanor sighed and hugged me.

"It's fine, he just got out of a comma a couple day's ago, it's all fine, he's just...stressed, with having to postpone some shows and not being with his friends and family, he was just stressed, it's fine," I sighed and nodded. She let go and looked at me.

"No, come on, i bet Kim would love having both her parents there," I smiled slightly.

"Yeah, your right," i stood up and she wrapped her arm around my shoulder and walked with me out of the room. I walked into the room with her. Zayn was sitting on Kim's bed. Playing with her dolls with her. A smile on Kim's face. She looked over at me and smiled.

"Mommy, come over and play! you can be Uncle Louis,"

"But I want to be Uncle Louis," Harry complained, walking over. She looked at him.

"OK, you can be Uncle Louis Haz, mommy can be Uncle Liam," I smiled slightly but kept my eyes away from Zayn. Not wanting to show him that i had been crying. He had enough to go through.

ZAYN'S POV

Kim looked up and smiled.

"Mommy, come over and play! you can be Uncle Louis,"

"But I want to be Uncle Louis," Harry spoke. Soon he walked to her side of the bed and Kim looked at him.

"OK, you can be Uncle Louis Haz, mommy can be Uncle Liam," I turned and looked behind me. Rikki stood in the door way. Her arms wrapped around herself. I looked closer at her face and saw faint tear tracks on her cheek and took in a sharp breathe. She  had been crying. Eleanor smiled at her and let go of her shoulder. Rikki walked over and looked at Kim.

"I think Liam should be Uncle Liam, don't you?" She looked up at her and thought for a minute. Then looked forward.

"Uncle Li, do you want to be Uncle Liam," Liam walked forward.

"I'd love to," She smiled and handed the doll to him. Rikki kept her eyes down on the floor as Kim played the rest of them. I couldn't take me eyes off her cheeks. She had been crying, because of me. I had made her cry. I had gotten angry at her, when she had tried to keep me safe, and healthy and tried not to worry me. She was thinking of me, and i had gotten mad. After a while she stood up as the doctor walked in.

"Oh Zayn, there you are, well, i can see you're fine, or i think you are," He looked down at the doll in my hand and i chuckled lightly.

"I'm fine," he smiled and nodded.

"Kim will be able to go out tomorrow," Rikki and i both nodded and i turned back to Kim. Rikki walked over to Niall and said something to him. He nodded and Rikki turned and left the room. I frowned at Niall but he didn't look at me. I sighed and turned back to Kim. I was going to talk to her, she didn't deserve me acting out that way. I would fix everything.