Could it be......nah (Zayn Malik)

Help - Chapter 14

IKKI'S POV

I really didn't know how i got off the floor and started working and going to school again, but i did. Of course with a lot of trouble. everything i did, everywhere i went, reminded me of him, i didn't even sleep in my own bed any more. it had been 3 weeks since he had left. No phone call,s no email's no text messages.....that i answered  He texted, emailed and called 5 times a day, always leaving a voice mail saying how sorry he was and how much he missed me, but i ignored him. I was going to try my best to get over him. But something had been going on and i didn't know what. All i knew was....i was late. Yes period late. I was freaking out. I wasn't craving anything, and i was to scared to take a test. I hadn't even told Ariel yet. Cause i didn't know for sure. Every time i passed one i was about to grab it, but was to scared to see the answer, so didn't  Of course if i was, i couldn't see anything yet, but i know i should figure out before i started to show, if i was. I got up the courage and drove to the drug store and walked down the aisle way and grabbed on without thinking. I paid for it and went home and sat in my bathroom. The test out of the box and in my hand. If it was negative, everything would go back to normal, but if it was positive....i would have to tell him, and that would ruin everything for him. I sighed and took it and set in on the sink and set the timer. My heart never stopped racing. The time went off and i left it there, i didn't want to pick it up, it held my future, HIS future in its hands. But i had to know. I picked it up, closed my eyes and sat down on the toilet and got ready for the answer. I slowly opened my eyes and looked down at it. My hands shaking, i couldn't see it. I stopped my shaking hands and looked down at it. my face went pale...positive. I dropped it on the floor and ran out of the bathroom and out of my dorm, out side and across the street. I kept running till i reached the park and sat on the bench and put my face in my hands. letting the tears come. NO i couldn't be pregnant, we had only odne it once, and he was gone now, and he was going to find someone new, also we wouldn't want anything to do with this baby, he was a huge star there was no way he was going to be happy about this. I mean we hadn't even been dating for that long, and i was PREGNANT..... I raised my head. I was pregnant. I put my hand on my stomach and looked down at it. I was pregnant. I was going to have my own baby. With a guy i know i would love for the rest of my life, even though he didn't love me back. I sighed and pulled out my phone and texted Ariel,

my life has just gotten a hundred times worse, and better

why, what happened??

Ariel...im pregnant,

She didn't answer for a long time. I put my phone in my lap and put my face in my hands again. What was i going to do, what was i going to tell him. Was i going to tell him? I didn't know, it was going to make his days horrible, i was going to drag him down. I couldn't, i wouldn't.

Your what!?

Pregnant.

stay were u are, im coming right now,

park

I put my phone away and sat back and waited. The sun started to disappear. Someone put there hand on ym shoulder and i got off the bench and turned to them. Ariel's red hair stood out and she looked at me. I felt the tears well up and she walked forward and wrapped her arms around me and i hugged her back. Letting the tears fall. She just stood there. not saying anything. Soon she moved me to her car and i got in and she took my home. She walked me to my dorm room and i sat down on the couch. She grabbed my phone from my hands and went thought my contacts, then handed it back to me. I looked down, Zayns number was on screen. I looked up at her. Worried. She nodded and pointed at it. I sighed,i was going to ruin things even more, but this was his kid. I sighed and pressed talk. After 4 rings he answered.

"Hello," His accent was strong and i realized how much i had missed him, tears willed up in my eyes again and i couldn't speak, i heard him cough on the other end,

"Hello," I took a breathe and sighed,

"Zayn its me, i have to tell you something..." He was quiet, i didn't know from surprise or worry, i took another breathe and spoke, not knowing if he heard me,

"Im pregnant,"