Could it be......nah (Zayn Malik)

I have loved you...- Chapter 23

RIKKI'S POV

I felt the rise and fall of a chest and rolled over and looked at the ceiling. Zayn's hand still resting on my hips. I looked over at him. Sleeping. He looked so cute. I rolled back over and watched him sleep. I grabbed my phone and took a picture and posted it on twitter. I rolled back onto my bed and closed my eyes. After a while i felt warm lips press to my cheek. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He smiled at me and i smiled back and kissed him lightly.

"So," he whispered against my lips. I smiled.

"Probably better then when we made...." I froze. The baby. I sat up, my hand flying to my stomach. Zayn put his hand on my back.

"It's fine," I looked back at him. Fury in my chest. I wondered if he could see it in my face.

"How do you know! we could have killed it!" I almost screamed. He grabbed my shoulders but i got out of his grasp and grabbed his shirt and slipped it on and walked to the bathroom.

"IM SUCH AN IDIOT FOR LETTING YOU DO THAT! WHAT WAS I THINKING, WAS I DRUNK!" I screamed as i walked all the way into the kitchen. I heard him get out of bed and slip on his sweats. Soon he was in the bathroom beside me. Looking hurt. I realized i had yelled at him and turned to him. Guilt written on my face,

"I'm sorry i didn't mean too," He shook his head and leaned against the door frame.

"I should have told you what the doctor told me before last night," he ran his hands through his hair and down his face. I frowned. What was he talking about. I took a step froward and looked at him.

"Zayn, what are you talking about, what did the doctor say?" He looked at me.

"It's fine if we do it while your...well you know, caring, i asked him," I raised an eyebrow. He had asked. He had wanted it so bad, he had asked. I smiled and started laughing. He looked at me. I couldn't stop. I covered my mouth with my hand, but kept laughing. He looked around the room then at me. And raised an eyebrow.

"What?" I smiled and kissed him. I pulled back and looked at him,

"You wanted it THAT bad?" I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked him in the eyes. He smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me up against him.

"Well...what can i say, i liked it the first time," I laughed and twirled my finger in his hair. He smirked and winked at me. I smiled and held back another laugh as he kissed me again. He pulled back and looked at me.

"Well, now go get dressed, we're travelling to Los Angeles today," I sighed and walked over to my clothes and got changed. Putting my hair up into a pony tail. and packed the rest of my clothes. Zayn dressed and we walked outside and joined the rest of the boys packing their luggage into the van.

ZAYNS POV

I watched her put the bag into the back of the van. Harry walked over and stood beside me.

"Have fun last night?" He asked. I looked at him. He smirked and pranced away like a little girl. I burst out laughing and followed him, smacking him on the back of the head. He looked at me, rubbing his head. I smiled.

"Yeah, i did, jealous much," He stuck his tongue out at me and i laughed and climbed in beside Rikki. I wrapped my arm around her and she rested her head on my shoulder. After a while she put her earphones in and closed her eyes. I watched her sleep then logged onto twitter. I saw a picture of me on her profile and smiled. I took a picture of her and posted it on twitter. I then looked out the window as we drove to the airport. I woke her up when we got there and we walked into it. She didn't leave my side. When we sat on the plane she leaned her head on my shoulder again and fell asleep in no time. She as falling asleep alot easier now. I kept her hand in mine the whole time. I wasn't going to let her go, no matter what happened. Images of last night filled my head and i smirked and leaned my head back and looked at the ceiling of the air plane  Feeling her breathe slowly on my side. I kissed the top of her head and say her hand on her stomach. I smiled. I couldn't wait till it was bigger. My baby was in there. I put my hand on hers and leaned my head on hers and just watched her breathe in and out. I loved this girl, and i knew those feelings would never change. I rubbed my thumb across her hand. Maybe someday there would be a ring on her finger, from me. I smiled at the thought and closed my eyes. Feeling her breathe at my side, her hand in mine, and our own child under our hands. and knew that this wouldn't get any better.