Could it be......nah (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 45 - Why

ZAYN'S POV

The smell fo smoke filled my nose and i shot up. I looked around the room. The smoke was heavy and weighing down on me. I coughed and shook Rikki's shoulder. She groaned and looked up at me.

"What?" I looked around the room.

"Go get Kim and get out of the house," She frowned.

"What? why?" I shook my head.

"Just do it!" She nodded and climbed out of bed and coughed. Then looked at me. I nodded and she ran out of the room. I saw her go to Kim's room and run inside. I climbed out and slipped a pair of sweats and a t-shirt on and ran down the stairs. The kitchen was on fire. And it was spreading towards the living room. I heard coughing behind me and i turned. Kim and Rikki were running down the stairs. They got down and looked were i was looking. Rikki gasped and i turned and moved them towards the front of the house. We all exited and ran to the car. They stayed there and i grabbed my phone from my pocket and dialed 911. The house was soon in flames and Kim was sitting on the ground. Rikki had her arm wrapped around her and holding her to her side. But they sat there. They didn't cry. Just sat there. I rubbed my face with my hands. If i hadn't woken up, we would all be dead. When the fire department came it was to late to save the house. I drove us to mum's place. She hugged us and told us how glad she was we were OK. Everyone was quiet the rest of the time. Kim and Rikki shared the guest room and i slept on the couch. I was going to go find a new house tomorrow. I wasn't going to live off my mum.

RIKKI'S POV

Kim sat in the kitchen beside me. Eating slowly. Zayn had gone to find a new house. He had been doing it all week. And there was something off about me. I was getting sick when i ate things and i hadn't gotten my monthly gift yet. So i was taking a test. And it came out positive. I was pregnant again. I sat on the toilet and thought it over. How was i going to tell him. He already had a kid, would he want another? And with the house just burning down. There would be to much stress. I put the test in the trash and walked back out. Kim was in the living room along with mum. I sat beside her and rubbed her shoulder. She smiled slightly at me then looked at the floor. She thought it was her fault. I told her it wasn't, but there was something she wasn't telling me. I ended up keeping that i was pregnant for a week. Zayn didn't know. No one knew. But one night, it was late and Zayn was coming home. He said he had good news. So i was going to tell him. I waited in the living room.Tapping my foot on the floor. Hours flew by and he didn't come home. Finally there was call. I answered after taking a breathe.

"Hello?"

"Is this the Malik house hold?"

"Yes, who is this?" I asked frowning.

"This is the hospital, we're calling to say that Zayn Malik has been in a car accident," I froze in my spot. A what  I dropped the phone and ran out the door and climbed into mum's car and drove to the hospital. I would call everyone once i got there. I walked in and first found a phone and called the boys and mum at home. Then i went to find a nurse  She told me were Zayn was i and i hurried to see him. I walked into the room. He was sleeping. Hocked up to machine after machine. It was hard seeing him like this. I sat down beside him and let the tears