Could it be......nah (Zayn Malik)

Always there - Chapter 15

RIKKIS POV

It was quiet on his end. I ran my fingers through my hair and closed my eyes, waiting for him to say something. Nothing. My heart was racing a million times an hour, i didn't know if this was good for the baby or not, but i couldn't help it, he had been quiet for to long, i heard some low mumbling and some ruffling and then the connection went dead. I looked at the phone and dropped it on the couch and put my face in my hands. I knew he wouldn't take it will. I took some deep breathes and i felt tears will up in my eyes. I loved him, but he didn't love me, that's why he wasn't happy about this. He would never speak to me again and i would have to raise the baby all by myself. I knew it. I sighed and put my head on my knees. Ariel rubbed my back and just stayed there. Not saying anything, or doing anything but rubbing my back. I let the tears fall and didn't try to stop him, i was scared as hell. I put my hand on my stomach and sighed. I sat up and wiped my eyes and stood up. 

Well, i should get to work," I said walking into my room, Ariel sighed and i walked into my room and got into my uniform. I grabbed my bag and walked outside to my car and climbed in and drove to my work. It was a restraunt, but i didn't do much, i cleaned up tables  that was it. I walked in and to the back and put my bag down, putting my hair up in a pony tail. I took some deep breathe's and sat down, waiting to be told what table to clean. Sammie walked over and smiled at me.

"Hey, table 4 needs cleaning," I nodded and grabbed a bucket and headed out to clean it. I cleared the plates and wiped down the table. I walked back and brought the dished to the dish washer and then went back out to table 5. I don't know who long i had been working when a group of people burst through the front door. I didn't bother to look up. I finished cleaning the table and started walking back, when i heard the argument, full of British and an Irish accent. I turned and saw Zayn look up and lock eyes with me. I gasped and turned around and headed back into the back of the restraunt,

"RIKKI~" He yelled after me. I ignored him and walked though the door. I gave the guy the dishes and froze by the door. I didn't want to go back out, but table 11 needed cleaning. Sammie patted my shoulder and walked out, i sighed and followed her. Zayn was still arguing with the man at the front of the place, all the other boys there too. I kept my head down as he kept yelling my name. before i knew what was happening he burst through and started towards me. i looked up and backed away. some guards stopped him and he looked at me. I turned to go back when he called after me,

"RIKKI please, i took a private jet as soon as i could and got here as fast as i could, please just listen to me," I froze and stood there, not looking at him. He sighed and stopped struggling against the men.

"When you told me....the news, i didn't know what to think," I felt tears well up in my eyes. But kept listening.

"But right then i KNEW it was meant to be, i know i broke you, i know i left, and i was so stupid to do that," I slowly turned and glanced at him. i could see tears in his eyes as he looked at me. I turned all the way around, shocked by how upset and guilty and sad he looked, and tired. He straitened up and kept looking at me,

"Rikki, that's our child, and i want to be there every step of the way, no matter what," He said, wiping his face. My chest hurt as more tears formed. I put the bucket down and walked over to him. He kept looking at me. The men looked out of the way and i finished by running towards him and wrapped my arms around his neck and pressing my lips against his. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. I ran my fingers through his hair and felt tears wash over my lip, i had missed him so much, and he really did love me, I pulled back and looked him in the eye,

"I love you," I whispered. He smiled as a tear slipped from his eyes, something i had never seen before,

"I love you too,"