If Only You Knew (Troyler Fanfiction)

Chapter 57: Wedding Bells

~1 Year Time Skip~

Tyler POV

I stared into the mirror watching my reflection like it was a movie, because I didn't recognize the face which looked back at me. My hand trembled as I reached out and touched the cold glass, making sure this wasn't just a fantasy. The cold sensation flew through my fingertips as they touched the shining mirror and as I realized that I was actually standing in a suit just minutes away from marrying the love of my life I instantly smiled.

I pulled my hand away quickly and adjusted the vibrant purple bow tie and put the finishing touches on my newly dyed blonde hair. I started deep breathing, attempting to calm the nerves that had my stomach in a knot and made my hands sweaty, but there was no point. I had never been this nervous before, but I had also never been this excited before.

Today is the day where I can finally call Troye mine forever. Today is when we seal all of the promises we made to never leave. Today is the day our never ending mess of a love story has a happily ever after. September 29, the day I first found him, is the day the will remain the beginning and end of our story. 4 years ago today I fell in love with a boy in a video, and now I get to call him mine, forever.

I heard a small knock on the door and when I opened it I was slightly disappointed it was only Korey. Troye and I had agreed not to see each other on the day of the wedding so last night he slept at Connor's while I slept at Korey's. It hasn't even been a day without him yet hes still the only person I want to see.

"Ty are you almost ready? Its 30 minutes to 6." Korey said and when I realized that in 30 minutes I would be getting married I felt like I was going to throw up. I know I want to do this, this is the only thing I've ever wanted, but what if its not what Troye wants. He's only 22, he hasnt even gotten a chance to live his life and now hes going to be married.

"I need to talk to Troye. Now." I said, suddenly feeling lightheaded while my heart pounded against my chest and a thousand "what ifs" ran through my mind.

"Ty whats-" I interrupted him before he could finish the sentence.

"Call Troye." I said, angrier than I intended but I couldn't help it.

Korey dialed the number and handed me the phone, and with each ring my thoughts of him leaving me kept growing. Finally the ringing stopped and his beautiful voice spoke to me I felt myself calm down slightly.

"Tilly what's wrong?" He said concerned and I immediately felt guilty for worrying him.

"I'm sorry Troye, I just needed to know if you wanted this. I feel like I'm destroying your whole life and making you do something you don't want to do. I love you, and I'll love you if were married or not so please don't feel like you have to marry me. You still have your whole life ahead of you, and when you're sure this is right we can try again." I held back tears as I spoke, afraid of what his response was going to be because I wanted this more then I've ever wanted anything.

"Tyler you're insane if you think I don't want this as much as you. I love you, and who cares if I'm only 22 and haven't lived my life yet. I don't want to live my life and spend it without you. I don't want another person holding my hand or kissing me goodnight, because you're the only one I'll ever want. My life isn't over because I'm marrying you, my life is just beginning because I'm marrying you. I want this Tyler, I want you."

He spoke with such honesty and I felt all of my fears wash away at the sound of his voice through the phone. We were meant for each other, and even though there were thousands of obstacles blocking our path and burning our story, we kept on loving each other. Love isn't about roses and candy, or long walks on the beach with cheesy picnics and romantic proposals, love is the way you look at each other in the morning or smile even though you're mad at them. Love isn't about the picture perfect ending, love is about all of the moments leading up to the ending.