Bouquet of Heartbreaks (Fitzmael 5)

04: Theme Song

"Lilac, I'm sorry..." bulong ni Catmint sa akin nang makarating ako sa classroom.

I didn't say anything. Talking is exhausting.

Nakinig lang ako sa aming professor sa buong maghapon. Nang matapos ang aming klase ay saka ko lang siya pinansin.

"Hindi ako sasabay," sabi ko saka ko siya iniwan sa room.

I'm the type of person that wants to punish other people for their wrong actions towards me. Well, I don't have to make an effort for that. My silence is already enough to make them suffer. The only downside of me is that, I can't be mad at them for a long time.

Nang makababa ako sa building ay nakita ko ang malawak na ngiti ni Erazius. He opened his arms and I smiled widely and hugged him tight.

"Boo, I miss you so much," aniya.

Napapikit ako dahil sobrang nakakalma ang kanyang yakap. "I miss you too!"

Ilang segundo ang dumaan nang nagtungo kami sa parking lot.

"Where are we going?" tanong ko sa kanya habang nagmamaneho siya.

"Amusement Park," nakangiti niyang sabi.

My eyes widen. "Really? Yes!"

"Thank you, boo. Akala ko hindi mo magugustuhan."

"Thank you for cheering me up, boo," I said, smiling.

"Can I turn the radio on?" tanong ko sa kanya. Medyo malayo-layo kasi ang amusement park kaya gusto kong magpatugtog.

"Sure..."

When I turned on the radio, sakto namang tumugtog ang kantang All My Life na version ni Sam Milby.

All my life, without a doubt I give you
All my life, now and forever till the
Day I die, you and I will share

I looked at him. He was humming and nodding.

All the things this changing world can offer
So I sing, I'd be happy just to
Stay this way, spend each day, with you

My head was swaying-enjoying this beautiful song with my man. This made me happy.

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way...

Nag duet pa kami sa kanta. Hinawakan ko ang aking dibdib. Sobrang saya ko. Sana ay ganito kami lagi. Sana ay siya na.

...All my life, I will carry you through
All my life, between each hour of the passing days
I will stay with you...

I will stay with him forever. There's no reason for us to break up. I love him so much. This song isn't the same anymore. Siguro sa tuwing magpi-play ito ay siya na ang lagi kong maaalala.

I opened my phone and searched the song. When I found it, agad ko iyong dinownload dahil gusto ko iyong pakinggan.

Mahigit isang oras ang aming biyahe nang makarating kami sa amusement park. Mahigpit ang aking hawak kay Erazius.

"Anong gusto mong unahin?" tanong niya.

"Ferris wheel!" masaya kong sabi sa kanya.

He nodded then he smiled widely.

I was just looking at him at it felt great. Parang nag-slow motion sa akin ang kanyang pag ngiti. Niyakap ko siya nang mahigpit. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero napahagulgol ako.

"Boo? Are you okay?" tanong niya sa akin.

I nodded. "I'm just so happy," I said, sobbing.

"Look at me," aniya.