𝙎𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙮|𝙍𝙞𝙣𝙞 𝘼𝙪(𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙙)

Thirty

"AGGHHH" Nini yelled covering her face with the pillow after collapsing on her bed. "Why me? It seems like as soon as everything in my life is falling into place something else pops up and just ruins takes me right back to square 1" Nini complained

"What do you think you're gonna do? Are you going to give her a chance?"

"Honestly? I don't know. She's my mother so of course I want a relationship with her but she put me through so much trauma and pain I can't go back to that place. I cant trust her. Why did my dad have to leave? If he even is my real dad"

"The real question is, why wouldn't your mom go through with the DNA test. I mean she said it was to protect you but she didn't care about that when she was hitting you."

"For some reason I believe that part of the story. I do have some faint memories of her being a really good, loving mother before my dad left, but most of them are overshadowed by the bad ones. She probably actually did have my best interest in heart when she made the decision,b but every decision after that was influenced by the alcohol. But I do think there is more to the story. Something she isn't telling us"

"What do you think that is?"

"Honestly, I don't know. Maybe she was hiding something . My dad might know, maybe we can go see him?"

"Wait— you want to go see your dad?"

"It's the only way I'll really get some answers. I'm nervous of course but I can't keep living my life with all these questions. He was so loving to me when I was younger, there's no way he just left like that and never looked back. At least that's what I'd like to think"

"Do you have his number? Or his information on where to find him?" Ricky asked and nini sighed and shook her head "Your mother gave me her number when we were leaving starbucks. She asked me to keep it in case you decided you wanted to reach out to her. Maybe we can ask her for his information?" Ricky suggested

"Oh no no no. I don't want my mother thinking that I need her for anything" Nini quickly dismissed the idea

"Well then how are we going to figure out how to get into contact with him?"

"We?"

"I mean, yeah. I'm not letting you do all this alone" Ricky said, earning a smile from Nini. She wasn't used to having someone beside her like this. She had gotten used to having to do everything on her own. She wrapped her arms around Ricky and closed her eyes while in his embrace. Ricky was slightly taken off guard by the hug but quickly wrapped his arms around his girlfriend with a soft smile plastered on his face

"Of course Nini. You've got me now, and you'll always have me. No matter what. Okay? No matter what" Ricky said warming Nini's heart. She couldn't be more thankful that she met Ricky. She couldn't even think about what she would do if she didn't have him.

"I love you" Nini said

"I love you too" Ricky smiled "so how do you plan to find him?"

"I don't know yet but we'll figure something out. I don't want my mother thinking that I needed any favors from her. I'd honestly rather just figure it out. You and me. And maybe Gina"

"Whatever you decide to do, i'm here for."

"It's so hot in here" Nini complained "are you hot?"

"Not really. Why don't you change into a short sleeve, it's just me here"

"Because of my sc--"

"Nini don't you dare say scars. I've told you before that your scars are beautiful. Don't think any different"

"How can you find these beautiful Ricky? They're blemishes that will never go away. All the models in the magazines have perfect slim bodies, and they're clear. I hate my body. These scars? They're ugly and they're just not something I want my boyfriend to see all the time"

"What if I want to see them? What if they remind me of how strong my girlfriend really is and she has a different story than anyone out here. Nini I wish you'd listen when I tell you that those scars aren't just blemishes. They're constant reminders of how strong you really are and how far you've come"

"Ricky I just--"

"Are beautiful. You don't have to cover up around me." Ricky reached for her shirt and waited for her to show any indication that she wanted him to stop, which she didn't. Her heart was racing a mile a minute, and she knew Ricky would be gentle with her.

Ricky lifted her shirt slightly exposing her stomach. He examined her stomach taking in each and every bruise and scar that Nini had.

"I" He kissed one of her scars "love" he kissed another "you" he kissed another scar "and" kiss "all" kiss "your" kiss "scars" kiss

Ricky scrunched up one of the sleeves of Nini's exposing the scars that covered her arms which were more than her stomach. Ricky took the time to kiss each and every one to show nini that she doesn't need to be embarrassed of them.

Nini shivered each time Ricky's lips touched her exposed skin. She loved the way it felt. She never felt so loved before. So beautiful. But Ricky made her feel this way.

She took his face in her hands and looked into his eyes with so much love,lust,passion and want. Silence filled the room as the two looked at each other. Their breathing seemingly in sync and their faces so close that they could feel each other's breath sending chills through both of their bodies.

Both of their hearts were racing and they shared eye contact for what seemed like forever before Nini leaned in placing possibly the most intense passionate kiss that the two ever shared.The kiss quickly deepened as Nini began to become more comfortable with the boy, reaching a level of comfort she never thought she'd feel with anyone.

A/N
WATTPAD CAN COUNT THEIR DAYS!! This draft deleted 4 times and I was about to give up. Then I realized how much you guys love this story and it wouldn't be fair to give up on it like that because Wattpad doesn't know how to act, so here you go! Hehehehe we love how supportive Ricky is. Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed and tysm for reading!