one person can change everything

chapter 21 Lonan

I swiftly left and started my hour drive to the air port... ignoring all calls that flashed onto my hands free. I pulled up to the private car port handed my keys over and walked through doubled doors, down long corridor to the private check in desks.

"Hello sir.. Are you ready to check onto your flight. Where are you off to sir" this pretty girl asked

"Yes.. I haven't had chance to print my booking card as done it over the phone."

"No problem sir. I just need to see the booking email" I watched her read it and then she pushed the printed documents to me.

"Thank.you"

"No problem sir have a safe flight."

I nodded and walked around the divide and into departures lounge grabbed a coffee and sat waiting. I sent mum a email explaining I have gone for two weeks. Scrolling through some photos of me and Alex from other day the feeling of guilt sent in and I sent her a text. Too scared and coward to ring her.

"Alex, look your welcome to stay at my house.. look im going away for couple weeks, I need some space, I'm cracking the seems without realising. Please don't think it's u... it's me... i know you love Richard, go back to him give it ago I'm standing in your way.. please understand. Take care all best Lonan xx"

I pressed send and then planned to ignore my phone by leaving it tucked in my bag. Finally settling in business class and in the air I checked my work emails quickly while I sat holding fresh grounded coffee. I couldn't get Alex out my head at all and I felt guilty. My head was hurting just as much my heart was.

Just leaving and not explaining anything to her. Scanning through emails I forwarded a few to Mr walsh and one to jay. I noticed a email from my solicitor saying he's having issues with Sarah's solicitors.. sighing at the email I quickly replied back before settling down to see what's on the small tv..

A couple days have passed and i don't remember much at all, apart from the bottles I have finished off and the sun or even my 5* hotel room. Enjoying my breakfast on my balcony with Orange juice, pastries in front of me, the Palm trees moving with the wind I saw the Beach being set out. I turned my phone on & It binged a fair few times with missed calls or text messages as I tried to relax down by the beach. Flagging each email was getting boring and stressing me out when I should be relaxing I know that but all them emails need to bring looked at.. they really can't wait till I decide to return.

"Excuse me sir its time for your massage.." this pretty blonde American stood in front of me with her curly locks tied to the side of her ear and in a crisp white top which had button on the left hand side with a small collar. Her white trousers stopped at mid calf length with bright green flip flops which completely and utterly made me laugh.

"Sir?"

"Sorry your flip flops.. do your managers know your wearing them.."

"Please don't tell my feet at so hot.."

"No no I won't tell.. " I couldn't not laugh

"Well your massage?"

"Yes please" I laid flat steering down to her flip flops... but that happy moment soon change my mood when it reminded me of Alex. I don't know how but it did, it's not like she has flip flops of that colour never a pair at all...