Our journey - The 100 imagine

Passing period

It's been 3 weeks since we got our people back from Mount weather. And it's been 3 weeks since I last saw Clarke. I've been asleep for a long time after my surgery and when I woke up I was surrounded by friends. Raven, Octavia, Lincoln... even Jasper came, dragged along by Monty because he was too drunk to walk. But no Clarke. I miss her like crazy. The only thing that stopped me from going right after her (besides Abby not letting me go and literally watching me all the time) was Raven. She suffers a lot from her leg but is too proud to ask anyone for help. I'm worried that when I'm gone she'll push herself too much, especially since she already pushed Wick away.

I just returned from our daily search for Clarke with Bellamy and the others and we still haven't found her yet. I'm watching Raven working on some new stuff trying to calm myself. "Stop worrying! I can't focus on my work", Raven pretends to be angry but it's just her way of cheering me up. "Sorry. I just miss her." Raven turns to me with a confused look. "How? She cheated on you! You should be hating her." "Well I don't. I just want her to be happy. Besides, you wanted the same for Finn when he cheated on you." I don't know if it was a good idea to bring up Finn but Raven seems fine. "Yeah, okay okay. I'm not going to say that you're right but you're not wrong either." Raven smirks and focuses back on her work.

I'm in my room packing my bag with some clothes and stuff I can use in the forest. I decided I can't wait until the searching party will find Clarke, so I'm going to look for her myself. This night I'm going to sneak out and head off to the forest. I know it's dangerous and that I have to leave Raven and my other friends but I have to do it if I want to see Clarke back. The only thing that will be a problem is Abby. I hope she's too busy with her patients to keep an eye on me.

The trees are threateningly high in the darkness and the dampness sends a cold shiver through my bones. The smart move here is probably to find shelter somewhere. Lucky for me there are a lot of caves and in no time I have found one. The flashlight I brought with me comes in handy and I lay down some clothes to sleep on. I'd rather start looking for Clarke but there are a lot of dangerous animals out there which I've never heard of. So maybe first some sleep.

After two days of endlessly walking around hoping to find Clarke I finally found a clue. There were two warriors talking to each other and I could recognise the words 'Wanheda' and 'Trikru', so I guess she's in Trikru territory and I'm close.