Our journey - The 100 imagine

The four horsemen - 04x03

Surprise! Luna is back and she brought some bad news: the fish are dying and all of her people are suffering from radiation or dead. So now she's in medbay, hoping to get cured. Again bad news: Raven won't give Abby the medicine she needs because we are stocking things for praimfaya. And I get to persuade her in giving that medicine because they think she'll listen to me.

"Raven, it's only seven doses", I begin to argue. "That's a quarter of our supply and it has to last us five years on an irradiated planet", she fires back. "Those people will die if..." "Even if we could save them today they'll be dead from radiation in two months!", she interrupts. "Fine. I'll go tell Abby there's no hope left for them." I turn around, heading to the door. Raven starts to weld again and an illuminated medicine cabinet catches my eye. Well, I'm already known as a medicine thief on the Ark so I guess I can steal these one too. I quickly grab the pills and head for the door but suddenly I bump into someone. 

"Murphy? What are you doing here?", I whisper in surprise. Then I see the prepackaged meat in his hands and realization hits me. "Once a thief, always a thief, I guess." "Speak for yourself", he says, pointing at the medicine I'm holding. "I won't tell if you won't tell", I whisper. He nods with a smirk and I sneak out to Abby. "Here are your meds", I say as I hand her the pills. "How did you convince her? Never mind, we'll get them treated." She motions for Jackson to help as I sit down beside Luna. "How are you feeling?", I ask her. "Do you think I deserve this for refusing the flame?" Her voice sounds hoarse and almost broken. "No one deserves this, Luna, but you'll get better. I know it." 

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I wake up disoriented, hearing someone sigh loudly from behind the desk and I realize I went to sleep on the couch while Clarke's making the list. I walk towards her and one name on the list stands out: mine. "Clarke, I told you, I don't want to be on that list. There are people who are far more useful than I am. I'm not a doctor like Abby or a mechanic like Raven", I say, trying to keep my voice down. "That might be true but they still need you an I want you to survive." A single tear falls down her cheek. "Okay then. But if I'm on that list, you're on it too", I give in. She doesn't move, so I take the pen and write down her name. Clarke Griffin. 

She looks at me with watery eyes and I take her hand. "We're doing the right thing", I say as I tug slightly at her hand and take her to the middle of the room. "What are you doing?", she whispers at me. "We're slow dancing", I whisper back while I lay her hands around my neck and mine around her waist. We slowly sway to a rhythm inside our heads. My eyes dart to her lips and I lean in to kiss her but she pulls away. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...", I immediately say, scolding myself mentally. We had a nice moment and then I ruined it of course. My thoughts are cut off when suddenly I feel her lips on mine. The kiss starts slow but soon her hands are in my hair as she opens her mouth to let my tongue in. 

In a sudden movement I push her against the wall while we both catch our breaths. She lets out a breathy moan when I start to kiss her neck and my hands explore her body through her clothes. Then she guides me backwards until we both fall on the couch. I gaze in her eyes, relishing the moment. We haven't done it in a long time after all, so I don't want to rush this. I slowly take off her shirt, still holding eye contact. I kiss the newly exposed skin above her breasts as I settle between her legs. My fingers unbutton her pants while I let my lips travel down over her stomach. 

She helps me take off her pants fully and I slowly kiss my way back up to her thighs. She moans softly as I brush my lips against the inside of her thighs and when I finally reach her center, she delves her hands in my hair. I start slowly sucking and licking but then she suddenly tugs on my hair and I take the hint to go faster. Her moans become louder and her breathing faster. I swirl my tongue as her legs begin to shake a little. With a loud moan and one last twitch of her leg, she comes. I move to sit back on the couch as she catches her breath. I look at her and smile. "So... What now?"