Vulpecula ✔️

Love.

He stood still and let my words sink in. I just felt like a psychopath who has a split personality disorder. We went from screaming to confessing love to now anxiously waiting.

But I'm glad he brings out emotions in me. It's better than what I was used to be until last year. A shell. Empty and lost. But he brings out emotions in me. He brings out the anger in me. The worst side of me as well as the best side. And I don't wish for anything else.

"You do?" Kayden asked me.

"No. I'm just joking. I was gonna tell Ben Barnes not you. Idiot!" I snapped. I was feeling nervous and hence me acting like a bitch but hey? What else was I supposed to say? Thank you for not believing in me and have a nice day?

"Who is he?" Kayden looked confused and I felt my stomach tighten at the expressions on his face.

Sighing, I moved closer and pulled him by the collar of his black shirt so his face would he aligned with mine. My eyes stared into his own and conveyed everything. Every emotion I've felt since I met him. And then I kissed him. Deep and passionate and hungry and raw. I let him see how crazy and wild I was for him.

But before I could let myself enjoy the kiss someone's cough brought me out of my thoughts. I pulled away and looked towards the direction of the door to see papa standing there with his arms crossed over his chest. He didn't look happy. And I certainly looked embarrassed. And Kayden looked like he wanted to start digging the hole right here and right now then jump into it.

"Papa -"

"Not a word young lady. Kayden, what is the meaning of this?" He barked at him.

"I love her sir. I love her a lot and I cannot live without her. And I'm sorry about the kiss but I'm not sorry that I did it." He spoke confidently without missing a beat.

"Do you even know the meaning of love?" Papa asked him as he began descending the stairs.

"Yes sir. I know I love Ava because whenever I look at her, I get this peaceful feeling inside my chest. Whenever I'm near her, all my worries and problems disappear. Whenever she talks I am drowned in her words. Whenever she looks at me, I feel like home. My every cell screams at me that this is my home. My safe place. My now and my future. My life." He said looking at me straight in my eyes.

Papa coughed again and looked at me. "Do you also love him?"

"Papa please don't do this. I know I'm your little girl but this-"

"Answer me princess. Do you love him?" Papa asked sternly but with soft eyes.

"Yes papa. He is my first love and hopefully will be my last. But if you say no then I won't do anything that you don't approve of." I promised hastily.

He looked between the two of us with stern faces and then I saw the corner of his lips twitch. And he was then smiling. Full blown grin. "Come here son." He called Kayden and pulled him into the man hug and patted his back. "You're good for her. I can see it myself. You both have ny blessings. Keep each other happy."

Phew. That almost had me peeing my dress.

I hugged him too and kissed my gratefulness. When he turned around and walked back inside the house I looked at Kayden and stood there awkwardly for a few minutes. There was a lot I wanted to speak to him, but I held back and kept quiet. Though as soon as I heard the cousin's shrill voice I took hold of Kayden and made him look at me in the eyes.

"Will you be my boyfriend Kayden?" I asked in a strong and steady voice. He said the I love you first so I get to propose him.

"Of course girlfriend." Kayden smirked and leaned down to peck my lips.

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Everyone cheered, much to my embarassment, as soon as Kayden and I entered the room. Mamma came wobbling like a cute tiny penguin and hugged Kayden, welcoming him into the family. So his parents did the same. Poor Ashar couldn't understand a thing but hugged me nonetheless and said in his baby voice, does that mean you'll live with us now?

And papa's immediate answer was a big no. He wasn't having any of the cuteness of the younger Murphy. Louis sighed his disappointment but told me soon. And I knew that he thought of a far fetched future of me and Kayden.

It does seem lame, if I compare my family's reaction to that of the characters that I read about. Because at the age of 18 they don't welcome the boyfriend as a part of the family but papa and mamma do. Charlotte and Louis do. Perhaps because they know how serious we both are. Or perhaps because they were themselves young when they found their one true love.

The party dragged on till one at night and then everyone returned to their own places. Mamma and papa had already retired to their rooms and I had taken their permission to have a sleep over with Kayden in my house, not papa and mamma's house. Papa seemed reluctant, but he nodded considering I was old enough. He also patted Kayden on his back when we left the house.

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My back hit my bedroom door as Kayden kissed his way down my jaw. He wasn't too harsh but he wasn't too soft either. His lips moved fervently and my hands roamed the vicinity of him.

"Let's take this to the bedroom Kayden." I gripped his shoulder and opened the door with the other hand. Once inside, I moved towards the bed and turned my back on him, catching my breath.

I heard the door lock behind him and felt myself getting hot all over. I wanted to shed all my clothes and have him devour me, but patience is important. Very important.

"Are you sure about this Ava?" Kayden asked me for the nth time. It warmed my heart that he was so concerned about my approval for what was about to happen.

I turned around and locked my eyes with his. "Yes. Only you Kayden. I promise myself and I promise you. It's only gonna be you."

A growl left his lips and he pounced upon me. His hands touching me places I've never been touched before and his lips kissing me like they owned me. Maybe he did. And I own him too. All of him. He is mine and I am his.

"Did you make yourself climax?" He asked while panting into my neck. I nodded, feeling bold about it. I had done it several times now. In the bathroom of course because outside of it, mamma or papa were always there. "Did you watch yourself do it?"

I shook my head negative so he held my wrist and dragged me towards the mirror in my room. "You'll make yourself come while I watch you and you are going to watch yourself being watched by me. Is that okay?"

Was it?

Seemed like my core already had the answer to it because I was sopping wet. I needed some friction against me so I clenched my thighs together and nodded at Kayden. He smirked at me through the mirror and went into removing my dress from my body.

Because I knew something like this was going to happen tonight, I had already gotten all of myself waxed. Even my pubic hair. Which was shameful because I had to sit there with my vagina bared for that lady. But she didn't mind. She must be seeing thousands of pussies in a day.

Kayden pushed the zipper all the way down and removed the straps of the dress off of me, one by one. I removed my jewellery but when I moved to remove the chain around my neck, a silver chain with a diamond pendant of angel wings attached to it, Kayden stopped me. It was after all his gift.

Once I was bare above my waist, Kayden took in my figure. My medium sized boobies, my narrow waist which seemed more narrow because of the recent incidents, and the flare of my hips. My dark pink panties and the pendant were the only thing on me.

Kayden removed my lush dark hair from my front and stared at my breasts, almost as if in awe. He looked up at me in the mirror and I nodded when I understood that he was just asking for permission.

I hissed when his big, strong hands cupped each of my breasts and gave them a gentle squeeze making my already aching nipples ache for more. He chuckled knowingly and pinched my nipples with his forefinger and thumb.

"Kayden please." I whimpered throwing my head back against his shoulder.

"Touch yourself Angel. I'm watching you." He whispered darkly.