I always promised myself that no man is going to be worth my time, my energy, my sanity, but life always likes to play jokes with you. Life makes you fall in love when you have no time, nor need to be in love.
I learned about love the hard way, but along the way, I learned a lot about myself. I understood that I could handle much more than I expected, I learned that I had much more love inside me than I let others see. I fell in love with a man that seemed impossible to love, impossible to get through, to understand him. But what I cared about was that I taught him to love himself no matter what. From the moment we met till the moment everything fell apart, we both learned a lot about life and even if it hurts now, I wouldn't have it any other way. We were two souls that met at the wrong time, but it never meant that I stopped loving him for even one second. Almost every thought was about him and how he is doing, but we had to move on, because of ambitions, or dreams.
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TW: mentions of physical and emotional abuse;
use of substances;
fat shaming;
mentions of suicide;
sexual content.
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Trying Your Luck // Joel Hokka
FanfictionHe always dreamed of becoming a big rockstar, I always dreamed of making my own movies and when opportunities struck, we both chose work. Now it's been 2 years and I'm back to where it all started.
