Little did he Know || Tronnor

Chapter 23

Troye

Happiness. Pure and utter happiness was all I felt. Only one boy could make me feel this way and that was Connor Franta. The way he cared made me happy, so so happy. He was just one human in this world who happened to make an impact on me. How did I get so lucky?

"You ready for the day love?" Connor startled me by asked through the wooden door that was separating us. At the moment I was trying to quiff my unruly hair and it wasn't going so well.

"ugh" I sigh as I gave up on my hair and left it down. I twisted the brass doorhandle and exited the small bathroom to be met with a pair of glowing green eyes.

"well hello there" Connor chuckled as I opened the door and practically walked into him.

I blushed and looked away, but didn't take a step back, nor did he. I felt the familiar warmth of his fingertips as he brought them to cup my cheeks. He lightly pulled my head to his and placed our foreheads together. Our breath mixed in between us as we stayed in that position. I lightly fluttered my eyes open and was met with a green charasmatic pair of eyes. I loved him, oh I loved him so much. I wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for him. I was the first to move by disconnecting our foreheads and moving my lips to place a small kiss on his forehead which he leaned into with content. After the comforting gesture I pulled him into my chest and buried my head in his hair.

"What has gotten into you Sivan? usually I'm the one to do this to you. Usually in the one to make you week at the knees." He said while bobbing my nose with his small and nimble fingertip at the word 'you'.

I didnt respond with words, but just mumbled back in response.

"we should probably go now." he said as he grabbed both of my hands and laced are fingers together.

"I dont want to go back." I said with a pouty face.

"I dont either, but were going to have to face the rest of the world sometime?"

"How do you do it?" I ask, changing the topic abruptly.

"What?" he asked with confusion clear in his soothing voice.

"How do you post videos every week? How do you keep everone else happy? How do you stay connected to fans? How do you have the ability to make anything better? How? How do you do it?" I say quickly as I pull my hands away from him and wrap my arms around myself, squeezing my fingers into my upper arms.

"I dont know Troye, I don't know."

-

To Connor: where are you? :(

I text Connor again for what seemed like the hundredth time.

We had made it home a little after noon and separated ways and went into our own apartments. I pleaded and begged him to stay just a little bit longer, but I knew we needed to come home. I only had one pair of clothes and my phone was dead.

After we had gotten home and before he left me to go to his own apartment, he told me he would pick me up and take me to dinner, but it was already twenty minutes past the time he said he'd be here and Connor usually wasn't the one to be late.

To Connor: con con, did something come up?

On our drive home I noticed something seemed to be different. I didn't quite know I just could sense that something was off, and I even questioned him about it.

"Is something off because you just seem to be acting a little different?" I warily ask as Connors eyes stay fixed on the road.

"Nothing's off or wrong love, no need to worry." He flashed a smile while keeping his eyes trained on the road in front of him.

Where the heck could he be? It's not like he couldn't see other people or do other things, but usually he would inform me if he was going to be late for something like this and it made me worry about him. No he wasn't a little kid, he was a grown man, but I couldn't help not worrying about him when that's all he did for me. I cared for him. He was special to me. More than I could ever explain.

A buzz from my phone startled me. It's probably Connor telling me he's going to be late or something. At least he was fine.

From Tyler: um Troye....where is Connor?!

To Tyler: what do you mean? I don't have any idea where he is?

This is weird. I'm getting a bit worried now. I should probably go knock on his apartment door or something. I mean he'll probably answer and everything will be alright. His phone is probably dead or something and he was too busy quiffing his hair to perfection that he lost track of time.

I got up from my warm and cozy spot on my sofa and made my way across the hardwood floor to my front door. I slipped on a pair of loose shoes and let myself outside. The air outside surprised me by being extremely windy and that just made me walk to Connors apartment even faster.

Just as I was bringing my hand up to knock on the door, I was interrupted by my phone buzzing again.

From Tyler: Connor said he'd text me and he never did so I was worrying about him.

I ignored the strange text and brought my hand back up to the door and left a few light pounds. No answer. I pounded my hand against the door one more time but this time I hit the oak a bit harder. No answer.

"Connor?" I called through the closed door. Still there was no response.

I looked through the little window in the middle of his apartment door. I couldn't see anything due to the darkness inside of the apartment.

No, oh no. Where is he? I need Connor. He's here he has to be. He will answer. He will I know he will.

I rushed over to the door again and pounded with my knuckles. I didn't care anymore if I disturbed our neighbors. I just needed Connor. He's here, he is. I turned my back to the door and slid down to the bottom.

I don't know what time it was, but I had eventually got up and went back to my apartment. I was scared. I mean I'm probably way overacting, but just knowing that no one knows where he is scared me. I need Connor. He is the one that makes me try everyday. He's the one who keeps me strong. He's the reason I want to keep breathing. I need him.

Authors note: wow I'm sorry guys, I'm really slacking. Like really. I just take a while to write these chapters, I mean I have everything planned out its just the process of writing it down. Thank you sooooo much for 10k reads like I never thought that would happen when I wrote this story. Thank you guys so much. I hope you enjoy lovelies:) oh and btw if you heard about Zayn, what do you think? I mean I'm gonna admit yeah I love one direction.