BREAKING BOUNDARIES (An RM Fan-fiction)

Chapter 18

Namjoon's POV

I left Brianna house, fixed my mask and cap the rushed to enter the car waiting for me outside. I said hi to the driver as soon as I got in.

"I'm going to my house Suho, not the dorms." I told him and he nodded okay.

I replied to my sister's textand told her that I'd call her tomorrow. Tonight went surprisingly well. I do not regret inviting Brianna over. She has so much positive and calm but still witty and sometimes funny attitude. She does not try too much, doesn't try to ask personal things which at this point I wouldn't mind at all, I think I could trust her. That's weird.

As I said, I'd be very glad to see her often, get to know her more, let her in on something's about me too. I'm not sure how to call this, it's not friendship, clearly. I'm attracted to her. Yoongi asked me earlier but I didn't know if I liked her, but talking to her more, spending some time alone with her made me think I just might want to be more than friends.

Is that the right thing? I don't know. I still can't say I know her too well but the way I'm way too comfortable around her makes me say, fuck it.
I'll try to see where we go from here. I'm not even sure if she's interested in anything other than being friends.

My mind was occupied with so much thoughts about this that I didn't realize I was at my place. It took the driver speaking up to make me mute my thoughts and got off the vehicle. I said thank you to the driver and headed inside. I took my cap and coat off and put it back in the cupboard.

Walking towards the kitchen to the fridge, I took my phone out and texted Brianna to tell her that I'm home. I didn't get a reply. After drinking a full bottle of water, I walked up the stairs to my bedroom. I got off my clothes and threw on some sweater shorts and T-shirt.

I laid on my bed immediately. It was a long day, a productive long day. I got a message from Yoongi asking how tonight went. I couldn't reply him, he was right all along. I've found interest in Brianna and I'm afraid it'll cause me trouble or even distraction. I locked my phone and tossed it on the nightstand and decided I'd talk to him tomorrow after practice.

Time skips

The next morning, I woke up, had a quick bathe and got into comfortable clothes for practice. I drove to the company and made a stop at the canteen to grab some coffee. I said hi to the staff on my way to our practice room. When I got there, Jimin has already started.

"Hello, where is everyone else?" I asked, putting my bag in the locker.

"Home, they might come in anytime from now. Rested well, I see." Jimin said, sending me a glance and a smile.

"Yeah, wouldn't complain." I went to sit with my phone in my hands to watch him. He's doing his contemporary dance routines. I can't join him, of course.

As I was seated a text notification pinged and I looked at it immediately. It's was Brianna.

Brianna: Sorry, I fell asleep right after you left. How are you?

I read and replied to the text immediately.

Me: Understandable, I'm ok. How are you?

I sent the text and raised my head up to Jimin looking at me while panting.

"Are you done?" I put my phone away in my pocket.

"I asked if you're coming home to the dorm today." He said to me accusingly.

"Yeah, I've had enough rest from the jet lag and sleeplessness during the Europe leg" I said to him.

I'm going to the dorms straight from work. I've rested and now need to focus on making music, other work and practice. After a few minutes of me and Jimin talking about random stuff, the others came in. Yoongi and V entered last with coffee in their hands. The staff members and choreographer also came and requested we all start as soon as possible.

We all got to it and practice for two ours and breaks in between. After practice, I had to go to the studio with Hoseok and Yoongi. I decided to go to the bathroom first then headed to Yoongi's studio. I replied to Brianna's messages on the way. I got to the studio and found Yoongi waiting alone.

"Where is Hoseok?" I entered and closed the door behind me.

"He is grabbing some food at the canteen. You didn't reply to my text." He said, looking at me.

"Sorry I was sleeping. It went fine, thanks." I said, not giving too much information.

"You still don't know where you stand with her? I have a feeling you know." He said to me bluntly.

"She my friend." I said, clearly my throat.

I didn't lie. She's my friend as of now but I'm for sure know that I want more. I didn't tell my friend that though.