BREAKING BOUNDARIES (An RM Fan-fiction)

Chapter 32

NAMJOON's POV

Brianna was knocked out almost immediately after we'd had sex and I followed a few minutes later. I was woken up by a slight movement. We were lying skin to skin throughout the night and the sudden loss of contact made me feel cold.

"Don't go." I spoke up, holding Brianna in place, hoping she won't. I am not the cuddling type. I've been like that for a long time, maybe it's because I'm used to sleeping alone.

Taehyung used to cuddle me in his sleep back when we shared the same room in our dorm but I would push him away every time. I couldn't believe I hugged Bri throughout the night. I didn't move from the spot once, that's so not me.

"To the bathroom?" That was a question. I opened my eyes to look at her. She still has her back to me. Her hair is now wildly spread on the bed. She has long beautiful curly hair. I run my hand into it unconsciously, earning a soft sigh from her. A few seconds later, I peeled my hands from her to allow her to the bathroom. She slowly moved from the bed, still naked from last night. I could clearly see her body under natural lighting as she walked to the toilet. She has really nice skin, very toned, and body curves in all the right places. Seeing her like this is making my cock twitch with excitement.

We had sex, so mind blowing that we were both knocked out. I don't remember having sex with someone that I liked until now. Her body, the way it was beautiful, her curves, her love faces, the way her voice changed, her skin when covered in sweat, and most satisfyingly, the way her body reacts to mine. Likewise, mine too. I couldn't get enough of her lips, kissing her smooth skin, and the way goosebumps formed on it whenever I came in contact with it. The way her nipples harden, the way she becomes so wet but her walls still grip and the way I made her orgasm multiple times all still vivid. All of those things plus the indescribable feeling made me come so hard I could barely tell water from blood. I pray this isn't the last time.

I was expecting to be exhausted, that's how it normally is after shows but my body feels so light. Maybe it's because of how long I've slept, comfortably. I feel so energetic I could run to Itaewon and back.

I can hear the shower running in the bathroom. I guess Bri decided to take a shower before coming out. I made a mental note on what she might need after cleaning up.
I went to my cupboard and brought out a new toilet robe and slippers. I knocked on the bathroom door before entering. The shower was turnt off now. I entered and opened the extra cupboard for a new toothbrush then placed it on the surface near the sink.

"I have a robe for you." I said, waiting for her response. The shower cabin was covered in fog so I couldn't see through it.

"Thanks, can you please pass it?" She opened the door slightly peeking through. I passed her the robe and started brushing my teeth and washing my face. Seconds later, she was out, freshly cleaned. I went back in to grab another robe and stripped off of my boxers. Bri was done brushing her teeth when I entered the bathroom again, she was ruffling her curls with her hands, face barely showing. I walked past her and  into the shower. I washed up and minutes later I was done. I went back to the bedroom. Bri wasn't in here anymore, but her clothes from yesterday were neatly folded on the couch in my bedroom. The bed was made and the room looked neat. I got dressed in sweat shorts and a jumper. I grabbed my phone and headed to the living room, expecting to see her in there.

When I got there, the living room was empty. I entered the kitchen and saw her standing at the kitchen sink, her back facing me. She has the Jumper I had on last night. It was big enough to cover up to her mid thighs. She turned around facing me, a little jumpy.

"Hi." I said, walking closer to where she stood.
"Hey!." She smiled, taking a sip of water from the glass cup she was holding. She turned to wash the glass cup, putting it back in the kitchen cabinet.

"You okay?" I said, standing right behind her and putting both hands on the counter, sort of trapping her in place.

She turned around, facing me. "Yes, you? Did you sleep okay?" She tilted her head up, looking at me.
She's pretty, barefaced too. She's so pretty I'm always staring at her every chance I get.

"More than ever, surprisingly. What would you love to eat?" I asked her. I'm hungry and I'm sure she is too.

"I have to go." She said, smiling.
"You have to eat. Don't run away from me." I said to her, half jokingly.
"Okayyy, Just toast then, hmmm, you smell great." She sniffed my perfume, closing her eyes. I chuckled at her reaction which made her open her eyes to look at me again.

"I want to kiss you." I said, holding her gaze.

She scoffed. "We had sex last night, like literally fucked, I don't see any point in holding back a kiss at this point." She's so clear with what she wants now. She doesn't need to tell me twice though, I bent slightly to her level and kissed her, she kissed me back playfully, it was hot. It lasted a few seconds before the buzzer went off. We broke our kiss so I can go see who it was.

YOONGI!..

I buzzed him in and waited for him to come inside the living room.

"I called a several times, where's your phone. I wanted to run some things by you with this song before proceeding to give it to the team. I'm going to the company from here." He said, walking in the living room.

"Oh, sorry. I guess my phone is on silent mode. How are you? Let's go through it together." I said, sitting on the couch and leaving some space for him.

Bri came from the kitchen just then, she cleared her throat and said hi, grabbing Yoongi's attention.

"Oh, Hi. Brianna, how are you?" He said to her with a smirk on his face, looking Bri up and down. He was taken aback by her presence here as well as amused by how shy she has gotten. I am enjoying watching her all flustered. She was taken aback by Yoongi's presence too, clearly.

"I'm okay, you? How are the others doing?" She dramatically composed herself. I love how she can stay in check under pressure.

"They're doing great, nice to see you again." Yoongi said. He still has the smirk on his face.

"That nice, nice seeing you again too, I'll leave you guys to it."  She smiled politely at him and then walked up the stairs to the bedroom.

"Y'all fucked?" It wasn't a question, more like a statement. I panicked, I wanted to cover it up but then thought why? I liked her and it's clear.

"Yeah. I guess." I said, eyes focused on the paper I had in hand.

"Take responsibility, Namjoon. She spent the night at your house. Who spends the night at yours?" He said to me. His face turned back to seriousness. He knows me well and knows that every hookup gets driven back home immediately after the sex, to have someone stay the night at my house with me might be a surprise to him.

"I like her. So much. Last night made it clearer. I woke up to her on my bed and realized that it's not just sex for me. I want more with her. More than friendship and sex." I looked up from the paper. This is exactly how I feel. I want a relationship with Brianna.

"I know, it comes with great responsibilities. Are you ready for it? The public scrutiny and every other thing that comes with it?" He asked, genuinely. He reasons so well, that's why it's so hard for him to make mistakes. Yoongi is the most levelheaded person I've ever known in my life but I don't know if I can be cautious in this situation. I just want to be greedy, be reckless and not care.

"I am. I'll protect her and the relationship for as long as it can last." I said to him with certainty and finality in my voice. I'm going to ask Bri out officially to be my girlfriend.