Noah's dead...God, I can't believe it. I mean, sure it could happen. Monsters kill people all the time! But still Noah? The dude boarded on genius! He was annoying, but so are a lot of people. I just don't understand how he could be the next to go.
I should be used to it now, right? I mean, 5 6 years, lot's of death in the name of Bedisa.. I should be numb to it. And don't get me wrong, I'm not turning on anyone. I believe in what we're doing. I just.. it's kinda hard. Reminds me that just as easily as we lost our last life, we could lose this one. And yeah.. I um.. I did cry. These pages are probably gonna have tears on them but I don't care.
I just hope his death was quick.
And you know what feels even worse? One of the last things I said to him was something stupid in an argument, and I can't even remember what it was. One of the usual meaningless insults? Or maybe a "hey" in the hall? We weren't close. Honestly he was closer with Lucien. But.. I don't know.
I guess I just wish I could have smoothed things over better before he.. yeah. I hope he knew that what I said I didn't mean. The arguments. I was never trying to be hurtful. I hope he knows he was one of the best guys I'd known here.
I'm gonna light a candle and pray for him at Bedisa's alter tonight. I don't feel like waiting for the next full moon. Bedisa understands.
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Shattered Legacies: Book 1, Holo Change
General FictionAnna splashed the warm water on her face, running her hands over her wet skin in attempts to set herself straight. "It was just a thought" she told herself, just an odd thought. Why get do rattled? It was exactly like Dr Jefferson had said: it was l...
