I'm worried about something that might seem a bit stupid. Luckily I'm the only person who reads this journal.
Ever since I woke up here I've been having these strange dreams. Dreams where I can feel what's happening like it's real. I feel hot and tired. I feel this walkway under my feet, or soft dirt or glass. I can feel this weird voice calling to me - guiding me. And it's always a continuation of the last one.
Which is why they're so weird. Dreams aren't supposed to be connected. They're just stuff your mind dumps out while you sleep.
But that isn't the issue.
I've gotten so used to going to sleep and having those dreams, that now it feels like something's wrong because I haven't had one since the night before the festival.
In that dream I woke up someplace different. There was a waterfall, a statue of a lady and a door. But when I went to the door I was suddenly in pain.
It hurt so bad. I felt like I was breaking from the inside out. The voice screamed and screamed. I saw that figure from a nightmare I had, the walkway broke and when I jumped trying to get to the next one, I woke up.
I think the voice was trying to protect me. But from what? Why did that figure feel so awful? And most importantly...is the voice ok?
I know it's stupid and doesn't make much sense if any, but I'm scared something happened to the voice. I'm scared that figure hurt them - or worse!
I'm scared I might not have another one of those tower dreams. Hahahaha! And I don't even know what they're about!
How can I care so much about something like this? Something that for all I know is a side effect of some question triggered insanity or something. I know they're not normal dreams, and I don't have them every night. But... They are dreams. Just dreams.
I should be worried about the damn placement exams not some nonsense my brain throws at me! And yet whenever I think about it my stomach is in knots. It's so frustrating I could pull my hair out.
I really do hope she's ok. The voice. I hope I can hear it again.
And I really, really hope my intuition is wrong and whatever that figure was is just some manifestation of my own fears or something because otherwise I don't have an answer for anything I've seen or felt.
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Shattered Legacies: Book 1, Holo Change
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