Part 10

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Authors Note: Hope your liking this story, this part has a flashback. I wanted to give some insight to y/n and Eric relationship. How it wasn't always perfect like Eric thinks, how y/n put up with a lot of things that she shouldn't have put up with in her life. As a point if you're in a emotionally abusive relationship, look for support. Yes love is amazing, but love doesn't mean you sacrifice yourself and inner happiness for the person you love. Love isn't one sided and shouldn't never be controlling, or manipulative. Please if you find yourself making excuses like their stressed from work, or it was my fault for making them mad, or i have to be the person they want me to become, looking and dressing a certain way. please stop and talk to someone, a friend, a co worker, family or even someone you have met online who will let you vent and listen. Nobody deserves that kind of toxic treatment, ask yourself if this was you daughter, or son, sister friend what would you say to them.




Your just staring at your phone watching the 3 dots going on the dm's. In your head you're convinced it's not real, going these fakers have brains they know how clone an account. You think or he was hacked there is no way he is on Twitter about to send you a message. You tell yourself get out of you head, other than a couple run in cause of your job they guy could care less who you are in the world. The message come through nothing more than a emoji smiley face. You relax at it thinking ok crisis averted. You just continue to tell yourself Chris Evans will never contact you at all. There is nothing special about you that if there was Eric wouldn't have left you at the altar. You turn on your tv looking for a movie and end up watching Before You Go. It's one of your favourites the words get you just the one line alone,  "There will always be struggle. You just have to pick who you want to struggle with." You start crying thinking you wasted so much time with Eric.

Flashback
You and Eric where on a road trip, Denver to Salt Lake City. The gas was low in the car and you mentioned that you should get some gas.

"Baby you're almost at the red line and there is gas station. Why don't you pull over, please I really need to go to washroom." You say

"I'm not stopping just shut up, Ted line mean you got like 60 miles left still. Your an adult not a child you can wait to go to the bathroom." He says

"Please I have to go had to for a while." You beg

"No we are making good time, if I stop now it will be longer and you'll want to buy something. Look I'm doing this trip for you when we are struggling money wise. Just wait there will be another gas station eventually just shut up." He yelled at you

You didn't say another word, just looking out the passenger window, with tears forming in your eyes. You start taking deep breaths to calm yourself. In your head your mind is saying he mean to you and an asshole. Your mind is telling one more comment and I'm done. It's a battle you have all the time inside your mind telling you to walk away, but heart tells you love him, he stressed about money and work. That he did surprise you with this road trip. You tell yourself he loves me he's just stressed and struggling, and you love him so he is worth the struggle.

Present time:
You listen to the line a few more times from Before we go. You thought you want to struggle with Eric, but he didn't think you good enough for him. Your not crying cause he left you anymore though. You cry because you feel you wasted so much time trying to gain his love, that you never had it in the first place.
Eventually your tired and drift off to sleep.

You wake up Saturday morning in the new reality, lockdown. You head to the kitchen in sweats and t shirt. Jill is making breakfast, you just look at each other. Hoping this 2 weeks goes by fast. You had planned to go do something today. Go to club at night for dancing with friends but now the world was shutting down.

"Y/n so what do you want to do today?" Jill asks

"We could watch some movies I guess, play some games not much else we can do." Y/n say.

"Ok what about we watch Heathers, and some Disney movie?" Jill asks

"Ok I pick the Disney movie than." Y/n say

Jill rolls her eyes laughing "so what will it be Ariel, Cinderella Belle or we could watch Frozen." Jill says

"Omg if you bring up frozen I'm going kick outside and make you let it go, yes the movie is ok but let it go" you say laughing back at Jill. Frozen isn't one of your favourite but Jill is obsessed with it.

You tell her, you kind of feel like Oliver and Company, she rolls her eyes going of course a dog movie. She said maybe one day you can get your own dog again. You kissed your dog you had before but still trying to get past that memory. Eric lost the dog you had since you where 15 and you guys never found Dac again. You guys eat breakfast laugh Jill make a request saying we got to watch fifty shades as well. You agree but say the books where better. You head to your room to check your phone first and call your mom and family.  For the next couple weeks this will be the only way you can see them.

You go onto Twitter getting ready to make a tweet about lockdown. You had the idea of wishing everyone to be safe, social distance. Hug your loved one from a distance for now. You tweet it out wish everyone you have met on the app their safety. Than there is it another notification from a new Chris Evans account. You open it it says your very beautiful and sexy. I would love to meet you and I'm sure you love to meet this, underneath a pic. After everything you have enough already. You just sad thinking that's all I was for Eric that's all anyone wants no one actually cares. What worse they do this to a decent guy in the world. You figure best way for this to stop happening to you and then using Chris Evans name to bother you. The only thing you can do, as the smilie face it still there on the fake verified account.

You open that one and type "look I don't know who any of you harassing scumbags are but stop do this to Chris Evans. Yes he is famous but enough is enough life by some -10000000 chance this blue check mark is real and not fake which I highly doubt it is, I'm unfollowing him now so you can leave him alone. You can leave me alone. Whoever you all are you won and I hope you leave others alone and at least be safe in the pandemic." You put your phone down on your dresser and forget about all the drama on social media. You think no wonder they guy had said in the past it masks him sad. You head into the living room binging some movies with Jill. Hoping the 2 week lockdown will go by fast. That your trip to the wedding in Massachusetts will happen. You, Jill and everyone never saw how this would become the longest 2 weeks in history.

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