The Ultimate Sin (BWWM)

5. Infatuated

'How could something so wrong feel so right?' David thought. The moment he saw Emerald at the gym he couldn't get her out of his head. He loved Ashlyn, she was perfect, almost.

When they first got together, Ashlyn was a drug and sex addict. We found out she was pregnant, but do to her drug addiction, our baby was still-born. It took me a while to forgive her. She cheated on me frequently but I loved her, and I prayed to the Lord for strength. She made it through rehab, and she became my wife, the love of my life. I never cheated on her or even thought about it, that is, until she came along.

I watched her as she sat across from me at dinner, staring at the menu. She was stunningly beautiful. Don't get me wrong, Ashlyn was a beauty, but it was something about Emerald that had me almost falling to my knees for her. The dress she wore wasn't making it any better.

The first night I saw her, I had to leave before I did something I'd later on regret. I prayed on the way home, asking God to rid me from temptation and lust. I loved my wife, and I could never go against my vows.
But when she appeared at the church, I knew I wasn't getting rid of the attraction for her anytime soon. Somehow, someway, we kept running into each other, and when I finally got the chance to be with her alone, I lost control.

"So what are you eating?" she asked, looking up at me with those beautiful hazel eyes, that always seemed to capture my stare. I was infatuated with her almost. I smirked at her.

"What do you want me to eat?" I asked. I loved seeing her get turned on. I scooted closer to her, putting my hand on her thigh as I kissed her neck. Ashlyn would never let me do anything like this, she was so conservative. That's one thing I liked about Emerald. She made me feel young again. And for her age, she was so mature.

She moaned softly as I kissed that sensitive spot on her neck. Pulling her thighs apart, I slowly ran my hand over her covered mound. She was wet, I could feel it through her panties.

Sliding them to the side, I massaged her clit slowly. Closing her eyes, she titled her head back. "Look at me" I whispered and she turned her head to look at me.

She moaned softly and I looked around to make sure nobody was watching our little show. Her moans had my dick pressing through my jeans almost immediately. I slipped a finger in her and she tried to close her legs but I forced them back open.

"Oh David" she whispered as I added another finger. I curled my fingers, hitting her spot. She bit her lip, trying to not moan aloud. I felt her tightening around my fingers.

She put her head in the crook of my neck, screaming into it as she came. I pulled my fingers out and sucked on them. She tasted so tangy and sweet, it was honestly addicting.

I looked over at her, she was panting. The waiter came over to us, breaking the silent staring contest. "Hello, I'm Marissa. Can I help you two with anything tonight?"

We ordered. When our food came we sat and had small talk. She looked down at her phone when she received a call. She rolled her eyes, and I immediately knew who it was.

"Zach" I smirked

"He's so annoying. I should have never got involved with him. It's like he can't let go"

"I see why" I say winking at her. She blushed, and put her head down. She always did that was she was nervous.

I was noticing things about Emerald that I shouldn't and I almost felt myself beginning to like her. It was so wrong, but something about her just couldn't let me leave her alone.

When David dropped me off at home, I caught up on some work, and Scandal. I kept thinking about the outcomes if messing around with David. I couldn't find one positive one.

It's been so long since I felt something real with anyone. I felt so selfish. If it's one thing Gran always told me, it was, "Do onto others as you would have them do onto you".

Ashlyn was a really sweet lady, and I honestly felt bad. After weighing out few pros and cons. I decided that I needed to end what I had with David. It was wrong, and no matter how much my body craved him, I couldn't tear apart a marriage. That just wasn't me.

It's been two weeks since the dinner with David. I've been avoiding him, well trying to. That night, I called him, telling him that it was over. He didn't agree, and told me we were already in deep.

I've been avoiding his calls, and emails. I finished his project extra early, so I wouldn't have to even work with him that long.

I even cut things off with Zach. Everything has been going just smoothly in my life. Tonight Sam and I were going out. When we pulled up to the club, almost all our eyes were on us.

Tonight I brought out my sexiest dress. It was a silver halter dress, that stopped at my thighs and crossed in the back. I was ready to just let go and have fun.

When we got in after waiting twenty minutes, we went straight to the bar. After getting drinks, we headed to the dance floor. Luckily, they were playing all my songs.

After a couple more glasses, and about ten more songs, I was buzzed and tired. Sam ended up going home with this guy, and I was waiting for my cab, which I called 30 minutes ago and they still haven't showed up.

It was pretty dangerous out here, especially at this time of night. I went to my call log, calling the cab company again.

"Hello?" His voice spoke. By his, I mean David's. What the hell? I looked at my phone and seen that I mistakingly dialed his number instead of the cab company's. I giggled at my drunken mistake.

"Hiiiiiii, I'm sorry David, I didn't mean-mean to call you"

"Emerald, where are you?" I could barely hear him. The music blasting from inside the club made it hard to hear. "I'm at Club T-Toxic" I slurred.

"I'm coming to get you"

"No Da-" he hung up. Great, just great.

About 10 to 15 minutes later, David pulled up. He got out the car rushing over to me. "Are you ok? Did anybody try anything with you?" he asked examining me.

I slapped his hands away. "David stop! I'm f-fine"

"You're drunk, let's go" he grabbed my hand and we walked over to his car. After getting me in safety, he got in on the other side. The ride to my house was quiet, but tense.

When we finally pulled up twenty minutes later, he parked the car. He took that time to take in my appearance. "Why haven't you returned any of my calls?"

"You know why"

"I thought you said you wanted me"

"I do. Just not like this. If I'm gonna have you, I want all of you" my buzz was wearing off.

"I know baby, it's just complicated"

"David this is more than complicated. It's wrong. Tragic one would say"

He sighed. "So you go out showing off what's mine"

I laughed. "David, none of this is yours, and are you gonna let me out or what? We have service in the morning"

He smiled. "So you're coming?"

I nodded my head. "Gran wants me to come"

"I want you to come too. That's I make sure you always do" he said smirking at me. I blushed, squeezing my thighs tighter. You asshole! Stop trying to turn me on!

I bit my lip, turning away from him. He grabbed my chin, making me face him. "Can I get a goodnight kiss?"

I shook my head, afraid of what my body might make me say. "Pleassseee" he begged, pouting. I sighed and laughed. "One kiss" I said.

He smiled, nodding. I leaned over, and he grabbed me, kissing me with so much passion and desire, it had my head spinning when he finally pulled away.

"Damn" I said and he smirked, satisfied. "Goodnight Emerald"

"Goodnight Pastor"