The Ultimate Sin (BWWM)

19. Next Lifetime

I woke up clutching my chest and sweating. It was a dream. The whole day was a dream. I never met with David, and nothing ever happened. I never got pregnant.

I looked over at the alarm clock on my nightstand, and it read 5:27am. I then looked over at Antonio, sleeping peacefully. I felt so guilty. Why did I just have a dream about David?

I took a mental note to stay away from him for a minute. I wondered why all of sudden I ran into him. How and why did we end up in the same place?

I got out of the bed, going to the bathroom. I relieved myself, washing my hands. I walked back into our room, getting out my gym clothes.

I went and turned on turned on the shower, taking off my nightgown, letting it fall to my feet. When the water was the temperature of my liking I got in.

About ten minutes into my shower, I heard the shower door slid open, and Antonio stood there in all his glory. I couldn't lie, Antonio was fine. "May I join you?" he asked. I bit my lip, nodding yes.

He stepped in, closing the door. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he grabbed my ass. "I love you" I said and kissed him. He picked me up, backing me into the wall.

He pulled away, looking me into my eyes. "I love you too" he said and slid into me slowly. I moaned while grunted as I clenched him tight. He stroked me slowly, kissing me.

He pulled away grunting, "Damn girl. I'm bout to bust"

Already? "Not yet baby" I moaned. He sped up, clutching me tighter. "Aww fuck" he groaned pulling out and releasing himself on my stomach. He put me down, and kissed me. "That was good, thank you baby" he said and got out the shower. I stood there pissed.

This was regular. He never really made sure I was satisfied. I brought it up a couple times but he hasn't put in any thought of changing.

Fifteen minutes later, I finished my shower, stepping out, grabbing a towel. I air-dried, applying lotion afterwards. I got dressed in a white knitted sweater dress that stopped at my calfs and a pair of gold heels. I threw my hair into a ninja bun, and applied light make-up.

I had to stop by the office to get some paperwork but today was my day-off. After locking up the house, I was on my way.

When I got the office I was greeted by Janice, my new secretary. I missed Sam. We still talked all the time and she couldn't wait to be my Maid of Honor.

"Hi Ms.Johnson, umm, you have someone waiting in your office" she spoke. "Really? Did you let them know that today I wasn't coming in?"

"Yes ma'am. But they insisted that it wasn't business but casual" I was confused. "Okay. Thank you Jan" I said and walked towards my office.

Opening the door I did not expect to see David Wright. "Hi David. W-What are you doing here?" I asked. "Hey, I stopped by to take you out to lunch. Are you busy?" Say yes, say yes.

"No. I'm not busy" I said, grabbing the papers I came to get. "You ready?" I asked. He nodded his head, getting up to open the door for me. "After you" he said. I thanked him and walked out.

When we got to the parking lot, I turned to David. "I figured we'd take my car, and I'd bring you back to get mines" I agreed, following him.

He drove the new Cadillac Escalade. For some odd reason, David loved trucks. He opened the door for me, helping me in. After he got in we left the office, heading to a restaurant I assumed.

"So did you make reservations?"

"No. I figured I'd cook for you" I looked at him crazy. "What? Don't act like I never cooked for you before" he said laughing. I joined in with him. "I can't lie, it was good" I admitted.

He turned on Drake's new album Views, as we got onto the freeway. I looked over at David, taking in his appearance. He was still as handsome as ever. I won't lie and say it was easy getting over him.

I was madly in love with this man once upon a time, and that just doesn't go away. He turned to me, catching my stare, making me look away. He chuckled. "It's ok to look Emerald. The feelings mutual" he said.

Maybe coming with David was a mistake.

The rest of the ride I rapped and sang along with Jhene Aiko and Big Sean. Twenty88 was truly amazing.

We arrived to what I assumed to be David's house. It was nice. It had a beautiful view of the beach.

He opened the door for me. "So this is it" he said, letting me in. "It's beautiful David" I said, astonished. "Thank you" he replied.

I walked further into the house, the kitchen was stunning. "I designed it myself" he said. He really had a talent. I sat my purse down, turning to him. "You're talented David. I need you to come and do some work at my place" I said laughing.

"Sure. Just let me know when" he said, opening the refrigerator. "So what are you making me?" I asked. He pulled out a pan and opened it. "They've been marinating since last night" he said and showed me the ribs. 

"Sounds yummy. I love barbecue"

"I know" he said and shot me a wink. I looked away, blushing. 'You shouldn't be flirting with him. You have a fiance!' my conscious yelled.

David started cooking while I explored the rest of his house. I found his office. Pictures of his family were on the wall, and then I saw it. It was a picture of us. Sitting on his desk.

I picked it up, instant memories of us flooded my head. I put it back down, about to walk out but I ran into a rock-solid chest instead. "I was looking for you" he said chuckling. "Yea I'm sorry. I was being nosy" I replied.

"It's ok. I don't mind. I see you've found our picture" he said.

I looked back at it. I turned to David slowly. "Yea"

I looked into his eyes. He looked like he wanted to kiss me but fought the urge to. "David I've missed you" I admitted. "I missed you too" he replied. He leaned down and I shut my eyes, expecting him to kiss me passionately. Instead, he planted a kiss on my forehead.

"I put the food on the grill. It should be done in no time" he said, and walked out.

After we ate, I rushed home.

I found Antonio in the living room, watching ESPN. I threw my purse, taking off my shoes. I hopped on top of him, lifting up my dress. "Damn baby. Anxious are we?" he chuckled. "Shut up" I said kissing him.

I couldn't hear his voice right now. I was hot because of David, and I needed to get off. I slid his boxers down, sliding down onto him. I moaned out, starting to bounce up and down.

Thoughts of David ran through my mind and I could already feel myself close to my release. "Mhm I'm about to cum" I moaned. My orgasm snuck up on me, and I rode it out mentally screaming David's name.

When it died down I got from on top of him, and slid my dress back down, walking away. I went upstairs satisfied for the first time in months, thanks to David Wright.