He chose his own happiness while hurting someone.
While hurting me.
"Jagger, please... I want to know what did I do wrong? Kahit isang rason lang, tatanggapin ko..." I pleaded.
Tears won't stop from flowing on my eyes.
Napaupo na lang ako sa sahig nang walang matanggap na sagot mula kay Jagger.
Nanghina ako habang pinapanood silang dalawa sa mall at nagdesisyon na umuwi na lang. Wala akong imik at pati si Brina ay sobrang nag-aalala sa akin but I just gave her a faint smile.
Hindi ako nakapagtimpi nang bumukas ang pinto sa unit ay napahagulgol agad ako. Paano ba naman kasi, niluwa nito ang manlolokong pinagkatiwalaan ko!
Ayos naman kami. Nagkakaaway lang pero... napagod na ba siya sa 'kin?
Wala lang ba ako sa kanya?
'Yung mga pinagsamahan namin? Wala na ba talaga.
Nakatayo lang siya sa aking harapan.
Ano? Wala na ba talaga? Did he fall out of love?
Is he tired of me?
"L-Let's e-end this, E-Erica," he said, stuttering.
Tiningala ko siya. Walang emosyon ang nakikita sa kanyang mata.
Tears pooled my eyes.
I eventually nodded. I fixed my stuff and everything. Wala na akong lakas para magsalita. Gustong-gusto ko siyang saktan kagaya ng ginawa niya sa 'kin. Gusto ko siyang sigawan... pero wala... ubos na ako.
Sa gabing ito, naubos agad lahat ng sa 'kin.
Ang hirap... habang nililigpit ko ang mga gamit... lahat ng alaala bumabalik.
Ang hirap ng walang sagot sa mga katanugan mo. Para lang akong ginawang tanga.
Our almost three years relationship ended in less than three minutes.
How can I make it through the day without him. He's been a part of me. I don't know what to do.
Tomorrow, and the next days, weeks and months... how can I carry on my own? All of the memories that are full of happiness.. and pain will be left in my history.
Accept. I'll have to accept our fate. Forget. I have to forget him. I have to forget the love he'd always shown.
Yesterdays... we we're so in love. He made me feel so right. But now, I don't know what to do. I feel so lost.
Holding back the tears while remembering him. Now that he's gone and left me alone. I... have to face tomorrow on my own.
Yet, I can't still imagine that her photos were in his wallet instead of mine.
I went to Brina's house, crying.
My other half is gone.
Still, I'm lucky to have a friend like her.
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