Nineteen

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We celebrated Christmas and New Year together... but more intense and passionate.



"J-Jagger..." he was on my top, half naked, kissing my collarbone while the fireworks are making noises outside.



While me, I'm making unusual sensual sounds!



"Hush..." he touched my mound, skin to skin.



I bit my lower lip trying not to make a sensual sound.



Last time na humalinghing ako nang ganoon ay mas nagiging wild ang lalaking ito! Ako naman ay nawawala sa wisyo!



We spent days together with pure happiness.



We always cherished every moments together. Habang magkasama kami, nawawala lahat ng pagod ko.



Hindi pa kami nagkakaroon ng matinding away sa mga nagdaang buwan. Tampuhan lang minsan, pero hindi umaabot ng isang araw na hindi kami nagbabati.



Kaya lang, minsan ay sadyang binabawi ang kasiyahan.



"D-Daddy..." Jagger mourn for his father's death. I hugged him tight and tapped his back.



Sa isang funeral home nakalamay ang katawan ng Daddy nila. Si Jahneia naman ay nakatulala lang habang inaalo ng kanyang Mommy.



May mga dumalaw na rin na kakilala nila. I didn't left Jagger alone. Hindi muna ako pumasok sa trabaho at nagpaalam. Pinayagan din naman nila ako dahil Foundation Day ngayon.



Ang kanyang mama ay biglang tumingin sa akin nang masama na para bang may kasalanan ako.



Alam kong hindi naging maayos ang aming samahan pero hindi ko maiwasang hindi maging emotional para sa kanya.



Nawalan siya ng asawa. Nawalan siya ng makakasama.



Hindi naging maayos ang relasyon ng mama niya sa akin pero alam kong naging mabuti siyang magulang sa kanyang mga anak. At nasasaktan din siya sa nangyayari.



They lived together for two decades! They had two children, the product of their love.



From what I recalled, he died from heart attack during sleeping. Nagising na lang sila na wala ng buhay si Tito Julio.



Nang kumalma na si Jagger ay tinawag ako ng kanyang Mommy, may kukunin sasabihin daw sa akin sa labas. I stood up, "D-Don't l-leave p-please," he held my hands tightly like he really don't want to lose me.



Bahagya akong yumuko para lumebel sa mata niya. I stroke his cheeks, "I'll be back, hmm?" paninigurado ko.



I kissed him in the forehead, "May sasabihin lang daw ang Mommy niyo." He gave me a sad face. I heaved a sigh. "I'll be back, okay?" I assured him.



Pumunta rin ako sa pwesto ni Jahneia at sinabihan siyang tumabi sa kuya niya para hindi siya maiwan mag-isa sa dulo, nakaupo. She just stared at me and slowly nodded her head.



Yumakap siya sa kuya niya nang tabihan niya ito. I sighed and walked outside. I don't want to leave them. Well, we'll just talk outside.



"Erica," Tita Thalia called me in a cold voice.



I turned my gaze to her and went near her. "P-Po?" I nervously asked.



"I really don't like you from the start," panimula ni Tita Thalia. "From the moment I saw you."



Me either. But that was when you throw harsh words to me.



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