"You should have told me that you forgot our monthsary instead of keeping your promise that you'll go home early!" Hindi ko namalayan na napataas na ang tono ng boses ko.
I was on the restaurant for three hours, waiting for him.
He didn't came.
I'm more pissed off because he can't even explain himself!
Sabi niya ay may work pa raw siya.
Pero kaninang umaga lang sabi niya ay maaga silang matatapos ng work ngayon.
Tapos ngayon sasabihin niya na 'I forgot'. That's absurd!
"Look, I was just occupied, okay? I'm sorry."
Nasapo ko na lang ang aking noo.
Hindi naman siya ganito dati.
Parang may mali.
O baka ako ang nagbago? Ako ang mali?
I don't know...
"Matutulog na ako," I said and left him standing on the front of the bedroom.
"Babe, naman. Intindihin mo naman ako." Hindi ko alam na sumunod na pala siya sa akin.
Nagtatanggal ako ng damit at hindi siya pinansin.
"I'm sorry, hmm?"
He went near me and hug me from my back. He kissed my neck and whispered. "What do you want me to do, huh?"
"Do you want to have fun with me tonight, huh?" he whispered, seductively.
Umikot ako at bahagya siyang tinulak. "Jagger..." nanghihina kong sambit.
Gusto ko lang magpahinga muna dahil ayaw ko makapagsabi ng bagay na 'di ko naman intention sabihin.
"Babawi ako." He removed his top clothes and smirked.
I sighed, disappointed.
"I-I d-don't want to do this right now, Jagger... Nagbibihis lang ako para matulog na. I want to rest, hmm?" pakiusap ko at tinalikuran siya para maghanap ng damit na maisusuot.
Hindi naman sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay maaayos ng 'bagay' na 'yon ang lahat.
Hindi naman dahil ginawa niyo 'iyon' ay makakalimutan na agad-agad ang away niyo.
"Babe," muling tawag niya sa akin.
I bit my lower lip.
Madalas na kaming hindi nagkakasundo sa bagay at minsan ay hindi na namin ito naaayos agad hindi katulad noon.
"Gusto ko lang naman bumawi. I just thought... doing it now would lessen your anger," pahina nang pahina niyang saad.
Alam kong pinapanood niya lang akong nagbibihis pero hindi na ako nagsalita pa.
Napagod ako mag-antay at umasa kanina.
I deserve to rest.
"Goodnight," I coldy said as I finished changing my clothes and went to the bed.
Naramdaman ko na lang na niyakap niya ako bago tuluyang makatulog.
Nagising ako nang mag-alarm na ang phone ko. Nilibot ko ang aking paningin sa kwarto at hinanap si Jagger.
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