SEPARATION ANXIETY.tokrev

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hey, everyone.

everyone stopped in the streets just to look at the certain female walking. she was a rare beauty, after all. with her looks, she could easily become a model, but instead, it was clear to everyone that she chose a different path. and that was because of her appearance. her dark hair was bleached, showing the dark roots on top. she wore round sunglasses and dark makeup. you could see her tattoos. her fashion taste was amazing. she wore dark ripped jeans, a black tank top and a fashionable jacket, that was unzipped and hung around her body loosely, not even covering her shoulders. with a cigarette between her lips and a determined yet sad look on her face, she made her way to a certain location.

by the time you'll read this, it'll already be too late. i will either be doing it right now, or the deed will be already done.

the twenty-six year old stops in-front of a specific shop. a pet shop. she smiles seeing all of the animals inside. she decided to make a stop and enter the shop.
she walked around, with a smile on her face as she observed various animals.
she stopped in the cat section, seeing as she always wanted a kitten, but never adopted one. perhaps in another life...

i was a child born in the light, but cursed to forever drown in darkness. everyone said that, after all. my mother, as she took her own life, my father, as he constantly beat me, even my favourite teacher, as he did the unthinkable to me. i knew that too. i always felt something inhuman inside of me, always clawing it's way outside, always screaming at me to set it free.

"are you thinking of adopting?" a man approached her with a soft smile, as she eyed the kittens. she stares at him for a moment before shaking her head.

"no. i always wanted one, or two...but i'm too busy to take care of them."

"i see..that's too bad, little zayoi seems to have taken quite the liking to you." the two grownups look at the peach coloured cat, sitting still and watching the female with curious eyes. "he never gets up when someone's looking at him. you're the first one that caught his eye."

"i see..." she bends to the small window and smiles at the little one. the kitten walks closer to the window and gets on his two legs, his front paws touching the glass. "could i pet him?"

"of course!" the man opens the glass prison and takes the cat out. kazenikura ho takes him carefully, like he was the most precious thing on this planet. she sits down on the ground, surprising the man and pets the little fur ball softly. the man smiles and walks off, letting the two have a moment.

ho snuggles with the kitten, the latter not really minding the affection that came from this exact female. perhaps he could feel what the girl felt. misery, sadness, loneliness, pain..