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Loki x Reader: Kneel

A/N this is somewhat (not really) based on a tiny part of the book ACOMAF, which you all should really give a go if you like romantasy books btw

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Being the girlfriend of the God of Mischief was never something your friends would understand. All they were seeing was the evil villain that wanted to cause as much harm and chaos as possible. Little did they know that the trickster could be the most loving man there is.

"Darling, come to bed," Loki called to you, while you were still in the bathroom of your chambers. You were getting ready for bed while your not-so patient boyfriend was already waiting for you to join him. Making your way over to your bed, you slid into it, right next to Loki.

He intimidated you sometimes. Not only the fact that he was a literal god straight out of outer space - he was so strong. So powerful. He could do unspeakable, unthinkable things without so much as lifting a finger. Not to forget that he was so god damn beautiful. He had you right were he wanted, practically drooling over him - not that you were complaining. Loki had your body, your heart, your soul. And you were not planning on changing that anytime soon. You trusted that boy with your life - although calling him boy seemed a little out of place.

"What is that pretty little head of yours thinking about?" Loki asked. You noticed that his eyes were bright blue, even in the dim light of your barely lid room.

"You," You smirked. You were laying on your side, looking at Loki who was doing the same. He sat up suddenly, making the mattress wiggle under his weight. His face didn't show any emotion, but you could see that there was something going on inside his head.

"Did- did I say something wrong?" You asked, sitting up as well. Now right behind Loki, you reached out to touch his shoulder, but he moved away, looking anywhere but you. The Asgardian was standing off to the side now, facing the wall. You sat at the edge of the bed, facing him, waiting for him to turn towards you and telling you what was bothering him.

"Loki.." You whispered. You hated to see him upset and not understanding why he was feeling that way didn't exactly make it any better.

"Just say it Y/N," Loki spoke, still not looking at you. He was standing a step away, just enough that you weren't able to touch him without getting up from the bed.

"Say what, Loki?" To say that you were confused was an understatement. Did he not want you to think about him? Or did he think it were negative thoughts?

You stood up and wrapped your arms around him, before he could move further away. Loki turned around, causing you to release your embrace and to take a step back. He took another step towards you, making you sit back down on the bed. Your boyfriend went down to his knees, now kneeling in front of you.

"Tell me what flaws you're seeing. Tell me that you finally figured that I'm not worth your time, that I'm a horrible person and that you want to end-"

"Loki," You interrupted him before he could finish that sentence.

"No, tell me. Because it's true. You are to good for me, Y/N," Loki grabbed your hands. "But I want to be better. I want to be.. good. For you. I want you to know that I spend more than half of my life looking for you. For someone that made me feel like you do. For someone that knows me like you do and still chose to stay. For my equal in everything and anything.

When I first came to this realm I wanted power. Power and force and I was willing to do everything to get it, because I thought I deserved it. I made people kneel before me because it was making me feel better about myself. But then I met you. I realized that me coming here- it wasn't my fate to rule. It was my fate to find you and for you I am willing to kneel."

You hadn't expected anything of this. Not one word that left Loki's mouth was unnoticed by you though. The meaning behind it was strong and very clearly visible.

He was scared.

The bond you two had was indescribable. You couldn't even begin to describe the feelings you felt for the God of Mischief because yes, you were deeply, madly, disgustingly in love with him, but how would you ever explain that to him? No word that you could think of would come even close to what you were feeling.
You looked deeply into his eyes and spoke with the softest voice you were able to, putting all you had into one word, and one word only.

"Look," You told your boyfriend.

He knew exactly what you meant: looking into your head. He never, ever read your thoughts without permission. That was the one rule you had in this relationship. And you offering your thoughts to him meant everything to him in that moment. Hell it meant everything to him everytime you offered your thoughts to him. Because it made you vulnerable and he knew it. He would never take it for granted that you trusted him with such a thing.

Loki hestitated only for a second before you felt him enter your head. It was a strange feeling everytime he did it. Strange but not unwelcome.

In that moment Loki saw and felt everything you were feeling. All the caring and passion you felt for him, the desperation you felt, because you needed him to know that you loved him - that you loved him just the way he was and that you didn't want to change one bit about him. That you couldn't be happier and that you were so thankful for him. He saw how you felt about your relationship, he felt the fear you felt, about not being good enough for him. And he felt the anger you felt everytime you saw your friends judging him. He saw how you see him, how beautiful and stunning, caring and loving and simply amazing you saw him.

Loki sat back on his heels as he left your head.

"You think you're not good enough?" Loki whispered in disbelieve. All the strong, beautiful feelings you felt towards him and he picked that one thought to talk about?

"Hey, I did that because I wanted you to understand how much I care about you, Loki Odinson." You gave his hands a squeeze as if to physically make sure he understood.

"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me Y/N. And I never could have asked for or wanted anything else." In one quick motion Loki stood up and picked you up, and sat you both down onto the bed in the process. You were straddling his legs now, your arms around his neck. Loki had to look up to look into your eyes as he spoke "I love you, Y/N. I love you more than anything."

You pressed your forehead against his, soaking up this moment between you two. Your eyes skipped from one eye of his to the other and back, not being able to decide in which to look.

"I love you," You said back to him, still holding eye contact. "And I can't believe you would think anything else of me," you lightly slapped the back of his head.

"Oy, that hurt," Loki pouted, causing you to chuckle. The trickster pulled you closer towards him, his arms wrapping around your back.

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