Bucky x Reader: not ok

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A/N this is gonna be a sad one y'all

Trigger warnings: cheating

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You had been on a two months long mission, alone and away from your friends, since it was undercover. The mission went great, you got the technology and information you needed to get and were now sitting in a privat uber on your way to the Avenger's compound - your home. You were eager to get home to your friends and your boyfriend Loki. You had been a relationship with him for about eight months now and couldn't wait to be near him again.

Arriving at the coumpound, you didn't even bother to get your stuff out of the trunk, you made a beeline to the lounge room, expecting all of your friends to be there to greet you. You were right, your friends were all there.

"Y/N! You finally care to greet us, huh?" Nat joked, walking over to hug you.

You laughed, thinking she was joking, but not quite getting the joke. "Why finally?"

"Did you have fun last night?" Clint asked, shaking his head while laughing.

"What?"

"You and Loki last night, celebrating that you were back" Wanda wiggled her eyebrows. "I'm surprised you are walking" Nat laughed at Wandas comment.

"We heard you both. Ahhhh Loki" Tony imitated, breaking out laughing.

"What?" You were so confused. "When?"

"Last night, when you and Loki where getting to it" Tony was still laughing.

"You- heard me? Last night?" Tears were forming in your eyes as the realization hit.

"Yes" Clint laughed.

"I just got home" You said, your voice barely more than a whisper.

Nat and Bucky were the only ones that got what you were saying, since the others kept fake-moaning and laughing.

"Guys" Bucky said.

"I-I need some air" You said, fighting to keep your tears from falling. You turned around, about to run out of the room when you ran into someone.

"Careful, love" Loki smiled down at you. You quickly scanned his face - his lips curled up, his eyes looking as loving as ever - if they ever truly did.

You couldn't bare to look at him any longer. You ran out of the room without another word.

"You motherfucker" Bucky breathed and stormed towards Loki who's eyes grew wide as he realized what just happened. Loki tried to get away from Bucky, but Buck was faster, punching Loki in the face. He would've beaten the crap put of Loki, if he wouldn't be worrying about you more.

Bucky quickly went after you, wanting to give you comfort. He walked in the direction where you ran off to, finding you just outside the compound - sitting on the floor, your knees to your chest, face burried in your hands.

"Doll.."

You didn't move, continuing to cry silently into your hands.

"Hey" Bucky sait down next to you, touching your shoulder. You shifted away from him, not wanting to be touched. Bucky understood that, but kept sitting by your side just incase you needed him.

A few minutes passed until you lifted your head and looked at Bucky. You didn't know what to feel - betrayed? hurt? angry? - it felt like you were feeling to much at once, like your whole body would give up on you. How could he do that to you? Here? In your home?

"I knew who I fell for, why am I even surprised" You mumbled looking away from Bucky.

"Don't you dare think like that, Doll"

"It's true though! He never actually changed, did he? How could I be so stupid-"

Bucky grabbed your chin and jerked your head to make you look at him. "This is not your fault, Y/N. This is completely on him" Bucky's features were shaped by his utter anger towards the God of Mischief.

"How can I ever be near him again?" You were sharing a room with him. All of your things were inside of it. You would have to work with him, talk to him, act like he didn't just rip your heart out- "I-I can't do it"

"You'll be fine, doll. Like I said, this is all on him. He made the mistake and he will pay for that"

- 718 words

A/N idk what this is and I'm sorry it's so messy lol

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