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Bucky x Reader: Tell Me

A/N Okay okay, so here comes another Bucky one - but hey, you signed up for this ok

TW: alcohol, breaking up, angst, anxiety, somewhat adult language
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„Alright so we'll just-"

„I can't do this anymore." - Those words shut you up for a hot second.

„We don't have to got to Tony's party, Buck. You could've just said so." You turned around to look at your boyfriend. Bucky was sat on your bed, fiddling with his hands. He wasn't sparing you any looks, concentrating only on the ring covered hands on his lap, which made the suspicion in your stomach only grow.

„That's not what I meant, Y/N. I can't do us anymore."

This time you needed a moment to catch that. Was he being serious? It felt like the whole world came to a stop - including your heart. You swore it stopped beating. The world stopped and then started again, stopped and started once again.

„What do you mean?" You asked. He just couldn't be serious. You two were happy together, made each other happy, loved one another. What was he talking about and more importantly, where did those words come from? He-

„I'm breaking up with you." Bucky said, standing up. He locked his eyes with yours for the first time since he entered the room and at that exact moment you knew that something was up. You could see that he wasn't telling you something, that he was leaving out something, something important.

„Buck, we-" You started but the supersoldier interrupted your sentence.

„There is no 'we' anymore." His faced showed absolutely no emotion, but you knew him to well. You could see behind this barrier of a stone cold emotionless face. You knew he was fighting a fight with himself. You could see it behind his eyes. Bucky and you had been together forever, you knew him better than anyone and so it was more than easy to see, to know, what was going on in that handsome head of his. It was natural for you, for both of you, because you just knew that well.

„I don't love you anymore." - that was it. That was the untruest thing he could have said. He straight up lied to your face. You knew he adored you, he told you so all the time. He showed you so all the time. Bucky loved you more than anything and you knew that. You felt the same for him. The two of you would do anything for each other because you completed each other.

You felt a hot tingle in your hand before you knew what was happening. Did you just slap him?

The mark on his face answered your question.

Done with the situation and him at this point, you walked away. Out of the door and through hall after hall. Before you knew it, you were half up to the roof. But this was not the time for self pitying. No. Your boyfriend - or ex boyfriend - just tried to break up with you for god knows what reason. This was not the time to sink in your own thoughts. You should go back and talk to him. Ask what the hell he was thinking. Shout at him, let him shout at you, shove each other, be mad and cry, shout some more but then work it all out in the end, just like you two always did, but no.

This was the perfect excuse to go out drinking.

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„We're going out." You stormed into Wandas room without knocking.

„Wh-wait what?"

You didn't answer her, you went straight to her wardrobe and picked the first dress you saw fit. „Here, change." You threw the dress on her bed, not wanting to answer her question.

„Y/N..?" Nat walked into the room, as the door was still open. Left open by you. „What happened? I saw you storming through the halls." Your friend's voice was concerned, but not to much.