A/N soo yeah, I don't want to make these chapters too long so I decided to split this pov in half, I hope you like it!
Trigger warning: violence and physical and mental abuse
Also yes I am aware that this pic doesn't fit to the story either (prepare for probably none of them to fit) but I just love his grabby hands
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It has been about a month since these people abducted you. In the meantime you figured out that they were hydra agents - with Alexander Pierce as their leader. They tried to break you. Make you into their weapon. But you were not giving up that easily. You tried your best to act like they were breaking you, slowly, giving them the satisfaction of believing that they won, but they didn't. You were still Y/N and not 446.
A week ago they started to use the Winter Soldier to train you, break you, make you.
The Winter Soldier. You instantly knew who that was. Steves best friend. You then made it your special mission to get him back. The real him. James Buchanan Barnes. You heard a lot about him, since Steve often talked about his best friend. He didn't even know that James was alive. But you were sure that the team would still be looking for you. They wouldn't just give up on you, you knew that.
It was going to be another day of so called training with James today. It were times like this that made you somewhat glad to be where you are.
"Wakey wakey, 446" An agents called from outside your door. You sat up and tried to fix the gown you were wearing.
You were brought to the usual room you and James occupied during your lessons. You made sure to keep your head down during the walk there - not wanting to cause any problems cause you knew what would happen after them and you didn't like it.
"Soldier, it's time"
James was already waiting for you.
"I'm ready" He mumbled.
Those times were the only times you weren't being watched. There were no cameras here and you didn't know why, but for some reason the agents left you alone while training with James.
The moment you were alone, you walked up to him.
"Hello, James" As usual, he looked at you with dull eyes. He grabbed you by the throat.
"I told you to stop calling me that" He threw you on the floor.
"I know that you are still in there. I know you want to overcome this. James. I am here" You looked up at him, slowly rising from the floor to stand in front of him. "I know that you are scared and I-"
"I said stop!" He screamed and slapped you.
You grabbed your cheek. You wouldn't let them win. You wouldn't give him up.
You walked over to him and grabbed his face in your hands. "I know you're in there and I am not giving up on you"
But James only pushed you away again.
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That was a few months ago. It took a while, but at some point you broke through to him. You got to James.
"James, listen to me. Look at me" You grabbed his face. "You are James Bucky Barnes, born in 1917. Steve Rogers was your best friend. You both served in WW2." You continued to list of facts of his life as you saw something change inside him.
"James, I know you are in there. Please" You rested his forehead against his.
"446.." James mumbled. You pulled away, looking into his eyes. Into his eyes, James' eyes, for the first time.
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FanficWelcome and enjoy my little collection of Marvel oneshots! They will mostly be Loki and/or Bucky stories :)! Get ready for some angst and hurtxcomfort people, because you're gonna get loads of that. Requests are open, just send a dm! Also: I do not...