Bucky x Reader: Scars

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A/N we hit 1k reads!! Oml thank you so much!

Also: here we go, another Bucky one, I just cant help it whoops - you all live in the avengers tower in this

trigger warnings: scars, insecurity

Also this kinda contains 2 parts, cause .. well you will see I guess

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Y/N's scars

"Doll, are you in here?" You heard Bucky call from just outside your chambers. The sound of footsteps quickly followed.

"Yeah, just a sec!" You called from your bathroom, quickly grabbing a towel to cover yourself up. You and Bucky had been dating for more or less than half a year. You didn't really know how long you had been together, since it just happened one day. He never asked you to be his girlfriend but neither of you felt the need for that. You two just clicked.

"I was just about to-" Bucky's voice quieted down as he got a look of you. You two had not had sex yet, let alone seen each other naked. The fact that there was only a towel covering your body made you feel self-conscious suddenly. You had not felt comfortable in your own body for a long time now - not after what they did to you.

Uneasy, you shifted on your feet, not daring to look Bucky in the face.

"I-I - sorry," Bucky quickly excused himself, turning around to leave the room.

Great.

So he really did judge you for your scars? You had hoped he wouldn't mind them, considering what happened to him in the past, but his fast exit showed otherwise. Did you make him uncomfortable? You started to feel sick, not being able to believe that Bucky would really judge you for something that happened to you. But he just did..

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Getting dressed in clothing that showed as little of your body as possible, you made your way into the lounge room. A few of the others were sat there, either on their phone or having conversation - you made your way to one of the couches.

"- no! I thought you guys were having a little girl!" You heard Nat whine into the phone, clearly having a conversation with Clint.

"What a traitor.." Your friend pouted, causing you to chuckle.

You saw someone enter the room from the corner of your eye and didn't need to take a second look to know that it was Bucky. Your boyfriend came strolling over and sat down beside you, placing one hand on your leg. You shifted uncomfortably, making him pull away and looking at you funny. You looked away, determinded to keep following Nat's phonecall.

"You okay, doll?" You could hear concern in Bucky's voice.

"Yes, fine." You forced a smile and looked back at his way to beautiful face. Why does he need to be so goddamn pretty?
Your heart melted at the sight, but quickly ached a little as you remembered his reaction earlier.

Bucky grabbed your hand and pulled you from your seat. The super soldier pulled you along all the way through hall after hall until you reached his room. Now inside, he still didn't let go of you.

"What are you doing?" You asked, trying to pull away from him.

"What's wrong, doll?" His grayish eyes almost looked as though there was a storm inside them in this light.

"Nothing," You answered. You certainly didn't need to hear him say what you were already thinking. That the scars made you - well you didn't even know what they made you. Did they make you different at all? What happened definitely changed you, but-

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