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I know I'm a weird person with weird ideas. I have to say that Love is always on my mind. I always wonder what does she think about me, what does she smell like when she first wakes up? When she eats, how do her mouth move? What her body looks like underneath? Do she like rough sex or slow? These type of questions comes up in my creepy mind. I just want to devour every inch of her because she is so damn hot, beautiful inside and out and she deserves to feel pleasure in every way possible. There's no use of trying to hide the real me from her because I feel like she gets it, she understands me or do I just think she does? I really want her to be the one for me because I'm so tired of not being in love with someone. I feel that we all need that special someone to keep us grounded and love one another. My
Mom already adores her, she has such a light about her that nobody can match it. It's incredible.
"How's it going babe?" I sent
"It's going good baby, tomorrow will be our last day here and I just can't wait to get back home and to know you better" she sends
"I can't wait either. I'm eager to know the inside of you, to know who you truly are and what you desire." I replied.
"I want to know everything about you. I want to feel your arms wrapped around me and keep remaining to be safe with you. You can be comfortable around me, I got you." Love replies.
"It seems like I can. All my life I've been running away from people and trying to be someone else because people didn't really understand nor like the person that I am so I tried so hard to be someone they would like but eventually, it hurt me in the long run." I say
"There's the thing. People want you to be a certain way to match what they want. They don't care about who you are, what you value. They think you're good looking and they try to shape you into the person they desire and that's lust not love. We are all different with special qualities but some people leave that aside and just choose your looks and go on with that" Love replies.
"It's disgusting because they decide to use you and when they figure out they can't change you, they leave."
"Exactly. This is how it is now and we can't really do anything about it but find people we can be ourselves with. Someone who won't judge, who will accept you without the lust." She says
"You're absolutely right baby. I appreciate you so much." I sent
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" I sent "

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I appreciate you way more

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I appreciate you way more." She sends
Oh my, she is so gorgeous I can't stop saying that. She has the perfect neck, nose, lips, eyes, side profile and front profile. You will never find someone this beautiful with a heart full of luxurious gold.
"Wow. You always amaze me"
"I like the sound of that 😭❤️" she says
"You better. Making me thinking of kissing your lips and neck right now." I say
"Well do it daddy" she says
"Oh I will. You need to stop right now before you start something you can't finish" I say
"I'll stop just to tease you" she says
"Hahaha" I sent
"We're going to go eat then we're going to a carnival so I'll hit you up soon baby" she says
"Alright baby, stay safe" I sent.
I'm so nervous because when she comes back, she's going to start seeing more of me and she might think I'm a weirdo which I am, but I don't want her to think that of me and be unhappy with that. I'm a person who you don't usually cross and become to like because something about me is shattered, broken.
I stepped outside my house and I need to take a walk. As I'm walking down the street, I seen this man not to older than me. He's doing something really weird. I'm not trying to be nosy but he's dancing but also he has a knife in his hand, I know what you're thinking that I should keep walking and leave this man alone but I'm all for the dangerous acts of life. I walk up to the man and I say
"Hello are you okay?"
"Hey there" he says excited
"Why the knife and dancing?"
"Why not the knife and dancing?" He laughs
"Hmm"
"I have it because it makes me feel powerful, I'm not going to use it on anybody. I just like being different and an outcast" he says
"I really agree with you. I wasn't judging I was just wondering" I say. Me and this man get to talking even more, getting to know each other and honestly, he's pretty cool so far. His name is Paul and he's 22 years old. I gave him my number so we could talk more.
"Call me, text me sometimes. We could hang out. Right now I have to go but talk soon" I said
"No doubt, be safe" he says.

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