Unexpected News (revamp)

I'm pregnant (November 2019)

Her face went blank. oh fuck. She didn't say anything, she just looked at the floor.

"Are you sure?" She asked, I nodded and got out of bed to get the pregnancy tests from under my bed. She just looked at them. "Oh my god."

"I'm sorry mom." I said as I started to tear up. She stood up and hugged me.

"It's ok darling, don't cry." She spoke softly, hugging me tightly and stroking my hair. "You're going to be okay."

"What about Alex and dad and Finneas and i'm so busy. I have a world tour mom!" I sobbed into her arms but she just hugged me tighter.

"Everything will be okay, don't worry about it." She said to calm me down.

"Is dad gonna be mad?" I asked as I looked into her eyes.

"No darling, he won't be mad, I promise." She smiled at me, pulling me into another hug.

"I'm gonna disappoint everyone if i can't do the tour, I want to do the tour." I started to sob again

"You don't have to worry about that, no one will be mad. Your fans are never mad at you."

The last thing I want to do is disappoint people, especially my fans, my little babies.

I started to calm down and catch my breath. Mom and I started talking about if I want to keep the baby and what my plan is.

"I kinda want the baby, I think." I told her a little nervous to see her reaction.

"Okay well you do know taking care of a baby is a lot of work and it is going to be very tiring but it is the best thing ever and we will be there for you every step of the way." She told me as she kissed my head, I nodded in agreement.

"I know it will be hard but hopefully Alex will help me, I got to tell him though." I said looking down at my hands.

"When are you going to do that?" She asked.

"Today maybe." I'm so nervous to tell him.

A couple hours later, I got dressed and got ready to go to Alex's house. I got the tests, said bye to mom and dad and then drove off to Alex's. I feel so nervous, I think i'm gonna be sick. Nope I am gonna be sick.

I pulled up to the sidewalk, opened my door and leaned out to threw up. Once I was done, I closed the door and continued to drive.

i'm hungry
ooh taco bell

I pulled up to the taco bell drive through and got myself a bean burrito and some water. It was the best thing I've ever put in my mouth. I always have this but idk it's just so much better rn.

Once I was done eating, I continued my drive to Alex's. I am really nervous but I think he will be happy, idk i'm hoping that he's happy.

I pulled up to the driveway and knocked on the door.
Alex opened the door and greeted me with a hug and a kiss. Now i am really nervous.

"Alex, I need to tell you something." I said as we walked into the kitchen. "I-umm, I-"

"God Billie just spit it out." He slurred sounding a bit annoyed and a bit drunk, when I looked around, I saw empty bear bottles.