Axel Allen

Chapter 21

Axel Allen

Sam told me he received a call from Nerissa asking to talk to him. She's not giving up. She will know. I'm beginning to think a lot of her suspicion is of the fact that I dint tell her where her parents are. I know she's going to question Sam. And I know he's going to tell her. But I'm not going to be mad at him for that. She deserves to know.

Right now, my father's relatives have come to my house to mourn him.
In my goddammit house. I fucking refuse. They are all under the impression that because he was held hostage for so long he succumbed to infection and died. The real reason? They won't know. He has been dressed and everything. Noone is going to see the gunshot wound by his chest. I've made sure of it.

As soon as all this funeral rubbish is over I can relax. Many of his relatives wanted to take his possessions. But I refused. I want those things. To completely build up the mafia the way my dad wanted it to be built. But this is not for him. No. It's for me. To prove that I'm going to do what he was never able to. The Alleyway Mafia is going to be so powerful, all the other mafias will bow before me.

After the complete transformation of my cartel, I'm going to get revenge on the Russians. For murdering my mother. The one and only person of blood who understood me and stood by me through it all. They will pay for it. They think I've forgotten because it's been 4 years. They're so fucking wrong. And the whole Russian cartel will live to regret it. I will destroy their mafia so much, they will be left to pick up the pieces. I know it may spark war when they recover. But I never lose. Not now, not ever.

My phone screen buzzes and I see a text from Sam.

"I told nerissa about it all. Expect some questions of confirmation tommorow"

I knew he would tell her. But I'm not angry.

"Also I'm not coming home. I'm going to this girl's place for the night"

I rolled my eyes at the last part of the message. Ofcourse he's going out with a new girl. This will definitely not last.

I'm ready to hear Nerissa's questions. I'm also prepared to answer them. Out of a lot of people in the messed up fucking world, she has been there for me, even thought we met not long ago. She doesn't deserve the way I treated her. I feel like a fucking bastartd for it but I'm never in the right state of mind. She's a kind soul and she has the right to know.

I can't think like this. This girl will be my weakness. If I begin to love her, the rivals will use that to their advantages. How can I love someone I met 2 months ago? No there is no fucking way. I'm just being nice. And that's it. No feelings. Just friends.

AN🌌
Axel does a lot of thinking in this chapter.