Continued Wednesday
Derek's POV
I walk in to see Fiona, Alisha and Rachel playing on the wii and Dorian and Michael playing with Pokemon cards, Fiona looks over to me and sees I had been crying she stands up and walks over to me
" Derek are you ok?" She whispers
" no fiona I'm really not... I... I can't stay here" I choke out
She looks at me sympathetically then sighs
" then we will go home" she says
Look at her wide eyed, she'd do that for me? She'd rather stay with her distraught brother than her happy Best friend... I can't let her do this
" no ... I'll go home, you stay here... Stay with Alisha you'd be much happier than just going home with me and having to deal with a really over upset older brother" I say
She shakes her head and hugs me tightly
" I need family more than friends, depressed or not I'm going with you" she mumbles into my chest
I hug her back and then we let go of eachother
" are you 100%?" I ask
She nods her head then walks over to Alisha and Rachel telling them that she's leaving, Alisha sighs and nods her head
" you need to tell my mum... I'll tell jade" she says to me
I nod my head and she walks up to jades room and I walk to the kitchen
" um mrs kattina?" I ask
" it's Jennifer, don't call me mrs kattina it's to formal... even London calls me Jennifer and I've known you longer than her" she says
I turn around to see her sitting at the bench reading a book and drinking what I assume is coffee
" umm ok Jennifer, me and Fiona are going home" I say awkwardly
She looks up at me then sighs
" you tried didn't you?" She asks
I nod my head as a tear rolls down my cheek
Stop crying...
But I can't... I will never stop crying till I can talk to jade again, till i can hug her again, till I know she trusts me again
Jennifer nods her head then we hear a cry from upstairs
" no!"
" who was that?" I ask
" jade or Alisha but their scream sounds basically the same so I don't know.. I'll go check on them" she says quickly before running upstairs
Jades POV
I hear a knock at the door and see it open to reveal Alisha looking scared and upset
" jade..." She whispers
I stand up off of my bed and walk to her
" Alisha is everything alright?" I ask
She shuts the door and she hugs me
" Alisha what is it?" I say sternly
She releases me from her hug then sighs
" Derek's leaving and so is Fiona" she says
Derek. Leaving? No... I need him! GO AND FORGIVE HIM! But I can't...
why the hell not...
Because... Because I'm scared... I'm scared he'll turn back into what he was before... I don't want that to happen
" no!" I yell
Alisha steps towards me and hugs me
" hey, it's ok... I know and not because I read your diary a year ago... I can see it, it's a girls instinct" she says
I drop to the floor and that makes Alisha let go of me, the door swings open to reveal mum looking extremely panicked
She shuts the door and crouches down to me
" Alisha can you take Derek's things out to him, I'll stay with jade" mum says
Alisha does just that, she drags his stuff out side and down stairs while mum stays with me holding me tightly as I cry
" he... He can't go" I cry
My mum sighs then rubs my back
" I'm sorry sweetheart, this is one of those times where I don't know what to say"
" mum" I whisper
" what is it sweety?"
" can you sing the Sun is rising... You sing that song the best and I just need to listen to that song right now..." I say calming down
She smiles and nods her
" When life has cut too deep and left you hurting
The future you had hoped for is now burning
And the dreams you held so tight lost their meaning
And you don't know if you'll ever find the healing
You're gonna make it
You're gonna make it
And the night can only last for so long
Whatever you're facing
If your heart is breaking
There's a promise for the ones who just hold on
Lift up your eyes and see
The sun is rising
The sun is rising
Every high and every low you're gonna go through
You don't have to be afraid I am with you
In the moments you're so weak you feel like stopping
Let the hope you have light the road you're walking
You're gonna make it
You're gonna make it
The night can only last for so long
Whatever you're facing
If your heart is breaking
There's a promise for the ones who just hold on
Lift up your eyes and see
The sun is rising
Even when you can't imagine how
How you're ever gonna find your way out
Even when you're drowning in your doubt
Just look beyond the clouds
Just look beyond the clouds
Whatever you're facing
If your heart is breaking
There's a promise for the ones who just hold on
Lift up your eyes and see
The sun is rising
The sun is rising
Even when you can't imagine how
How you're ever gonna find your way out
Even when you're drowning in your doubt
Just look beyond the clouds"
( A/N- song is the thingy. <---)
Derek's POV
Alisha walks downstairs dragging my stuff behind her... I guess she told her
" here... and what the hell you have in your bag? It's really heavy!" She says
I smile slightly, remembering when me and jade first met James and London , how jade was complaining about how heavy my school bag was as she carried one strap all the way here
" just stuff" I laugh
Fiona goes upstairs to Alisha's room, soon coming back down... Wearing her black hoodie and black jeans
" in mourning again I see" I smile
" yeah well I had nothing else to wear, plus it's cold outside and it looks like it's gonna rain" she says pushing past me
" it's London it always looks like it's gonna rain" I say
I pick up my bags and when I do something falls to the floor... The locket
I pick it up and just look at it for a while
" DEREK!" Fiona yells
I guess I zoned out...
I walk out the house and can't help but hear singing
" who's singing?" I ask fiona
" jades mum" she says
" wha wait? How do you know that?" I ask
We walk out of the front yard, me still questioning fiona but she doesn't answer me... We keep walking like this for about 5 minutes maybe 10
" Fiona tell MEEEE" I whine
She sighs then turns the corner to our street before answering
" when I was getting my stuff I heard jade ask her mum to sing to her... She was really upset Derek, really upset" she says
Jades only ever asked someone to sing to her when she's depressed or worse...
Did I really make her feel like that? God I'm a horrible person!...
Why did mr Asher put me and matt together for partners!i hate him...
And I don't want to sing the song he chose...
I love the song but I cannot sing it... I've tried and failed and that's what I've been doing in practices... Failing...
And now... I'm failing a friendship... One that's critical to me
We walk into our house and I straight away storm off to my room...
God I'm an idiot
YOU ARE READING
Always by your side {completed}
Novela JuvenilJade kattina and Derek McNally, best friends since they were one But what if there was more? And what happens when new friends are thrown into the mix? I guess you peoples will just need read and Find out
