Dear Diary,
Let's talk this over,
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did
Was it something you said
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought that we could be
You were everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All our memories so close to me
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You goy your dumb friends
I know what they said
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the sh*t that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought that we could be
You were everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All our memories so close to me
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know that we were done
He was everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All our memories so close to me
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All our memories so close to me
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Happy bitter melon day. Wala lang. Imbento ko lang. Hindi parin kasi ako makapag-isip ng maayos kung anong gagawin ko.
Galit ako kasi hindi parin ako maka-get-over sa mga nasabi niya nung gabing 'yun. Tapos nami-miss ko naman siya pag naalala ko yung mga happy moments naming dalawa.
Ewan ko ba kung may bipolar ako or what. Basta ang alam ko, mahal ko parin siya. Love is stupid.
-Aaliyah
