Finally (Emison)

Insane

Emily's POV

I wake up with the sound of my alarm, another day. I stand up and look at the mirror, another day without her. This getting harder everyday, i miss her, i miss her soft lips, her warm hugs, i miss the feeling of having her on my arms. I go to the school, as always the girls are waiting for me in the door, but... Spencer is not there.

"Where is Spencer?" I ask, their faces say they don't know.

"We thought she was with you" says Hanna, where the hell is she.

We walk in, it's Friday, i have first period with Ali... Last week was so awkward, i had to sit behind her. I passed the whole class looking at her back, i wanted to hug her so bad. This time i sit in the first line, i look around, she's not here yet. I wait, i want to see her. Everytime someone walks in i look, but for now, nothing. I look again, and i see her. She looks... diferent, lasts weeks she looked so bad. Something is weird, she's not wearing her clothes... holy shit.
She's wearing my hoodie, the big one.
I stay there looking at it, i probably forgot it in her house some day. I look at her again, she's looking at me. We keep that look for a few seconds, then she gives me a little smile. I smile back, i'm surprised of myself. Then she looks at the ground and goes to her sit. Why is she wearing my hoodie? But in fact, i love when she wears my things, and, why would she smile at me?

I stay the whole class thinking about this, maybe she wants back what we had, maybe she moved on... i have no idea. The class finish, i stay in my sit to see her walking, this time she doesn't look at me. Wow this was so weird i get out and meet the others.

"Did you see Ali?" Says Aria pointing at her, she can't see us.

"What?" I say, i wanna know what Aria thinks about her.

"Em, she's wearing your hoodie!" She says opening her eyes, Hanna looks confused, and so i do.

"And what?" I say looking at Ali again, she's grabbing some things from her locker.

"After what she did, how dare she to wear your clothes ugh" she says shutting her locker.

"After what she did" this words sounds in my head.

Alison's POV

This morning i found Emily's hoodie, i decided to wear it in school. Maybe she sees that i want to fix things. When i walked in my first period i saw her looking at me, i don't know why i smiled but... she smiled back. This is a big thing for me, maybe this is the begging. I also talked with Spencer this morning, Toby found Caleb, she went there to bring him back here. She probably will come to school at lunch time or in the last period, she said she will find me so we could talk with him.
I feel my phone beeping, maybe it's her.

S: "Hey Ali, we're about to go to Rosewood, we'll be there in 20"

A: "Okay, come to my house"

I fastly grab my things and get out from school, i hope they won't say anything to my parents. I think no one saw me, anyways, i keep walking. After ten minutes i get to my home, they'll be here in 10. I wait so nervous, but happy at the same time, maybe at the end of this day i could be with her again. I wake up from my thoughts when i hear the bell.

"Hey, come in" i say to them. They all come in, Spencer, Toby and Caleb. We sit in the living room.

"Did you talk with Hanna?" I ask Caleb, he looks tired.

"I tried, but all i got was a slap" he says sad.

"Caleb, we think that if you talk to Emily and tell her everything maybe you have chance to talk with Hanna and everything will be okay again" says Spencer. Caleb looks at the ground.

"Yeah, you're right, i have to do it, this is all my fault" he says. Yes, it's his fault "What time is it?" He asks.

"Almost lunch time" says Toby, i should go back to school.

"Okay" he says standing up and leaving, where is he going?

"So... we is gonna talk to her? I ask confused.

"I don't know" says Spencer confused too.

"Where did you find him?" I ask, looking at Toby.

"In a cabin, with some guys i didn't know, they were all drunk" he says with a bad face.

I feel bad for Caleb, i know he's doing that because he feels bad about himself.

Emily's POV

It's lunch time, i didn't see her since first period, where is she? I meet the girls at the table, i look around to see if she's here, but she's not.

"Guys, where's Ali?" I ask while i sit, they a look at me surprised.

"Since when you care?" Says Hanna in a bad tone, she's still so angry.

"I never stopped" i say so low to myself, i think they didn't hear me.

"What? Talk louder" says Aria. No, they didn't hear me.

"I said that i don't know" i say angry.

"Em, did you forget-" starts to say Aria, but she stops when i stand up and i walk away.

I just couldn't be there anymore, they are always talking about that. I go my house, i don't wanna stay here anymore, and less if she's not here. I walk into my house, there's no one here, good thing. I go to my room and i just start to think. "What if she didn't do it? What if it was Caleb? Why i didn't let her explain?" I want her back, i need her back. I turn on the computer, i search the pics of the summer trip. I start to look at them, we were so happy together...
I keep looking at the pictures for a long time, it's already 7pm. I saved some in my phone, god i can't handle this, i can't be mad at her anymore, i need to talk to her. I grab my things, but when i'm about to walk out i hear the bell. "Really? Right now?" I think, i open the door.

"C-Caleb" i say shocked, what is he doing here.

"We need to talk" he says walking in and closing the door. I just look at him "Look Emily, it wasn't Ali's fault, it was mine" he says.

"Caleb..." i start, but he cuts me.

"No, let me finish, i wanna tell you what happened" he says. I want to hear it.

"Okay, tell me" i say crossing my arms in my chest.

"I was drunk and high, i walked there and i don't know why i kissed her. She didn't kiss back Emily, she knew i was drunk so she pulled me away and told me that this wasn't okay, that i was with Hanna and she was with you. Don't be mad at her, it's all my fault" he finish. I'm shaking, she didn't cheat on me.

I open my mouth to say something, but nothing came. I don't know what to say, i was so stupid, i didn't let her explain. I have to talk with her.

"Now, go and talk with her" he says, i go closer and i hug him.

"Thank you Caleb" i say. What he did was a stupid mistake, he's not a bad guy.

"No problem" he says hugging me back.

"Try to talk with Hanna" i say, everything could be okay again.

"I'll try" he says, i smile and i walk out.

I go fast, i can't wait to talk with her, maybe i could be with her again this night. I could hug her, kiss her, sleep with her... Thinking about this makes me go even faster. I can see her house, her car is there. I little smile comes to my face, but... i hear something behind me. I look back, nothing, it was probably some animal. I keep walking, i'm almost there. I hear that sound again, "what the hell" but before i could look back something hits me in the head. I fall, i feel the cold ground in my face, then everything goes black.