deuxième amour

XXI-we're getting serious right?-

Aldrin Ledger

"thanks guys" carl smiled as he took away edwin from my hold

"no problem. what was the work lily and you left to?" i ask

he smiled brighter "we had some legal things to do for moving to Australia" i nod in understanding

"do you have a date?" i ask. he looks down at edwin

"yeah probably after Christmas. i want edwin's first Christmas with all of us" i nod again. edwin looks at me and smiles.

"I'll see you" i close the door after carl

i walk into the kitchen to see fayre cooking something. i walk closer notice a tear going down her face

my brows furrowed in concern "fayre, baby you ok?" i ask

she hums but doesn't speak up

i turn her around and she tries to wipe away her tears. i cup her face "talk to me, whats wrong?"

she shakes her head and tried to move away from me but i pull her into a hug. she melts and hugs me back

"Talk to me. Im here" i whisper in her ear

she takes a deep sigh "we're getting serious right?" she asks and i nod immediately

"you are the sweetest man I've dated, you treat me so well" she whispers with a smile "but i need to tell you something too"

i nod "of course, I'm listening" i take her to the couch and sit her down, she awkwardly crosses her legs

"you want kids someday right?" she asks. i wasn't expecting that but i nodded

she sobs a little "i can't have kids" she looks down.

i sit there stunned, unable to speak. fayre starts rambling

"I'm sorry, but i didn't know when it was appropriate to bring it up. i just thought-" she stops herself and sighs deeply

i tell myself to come out of my frozen state. i pull her into me "shh" i comfort her as sobs rack through her

"are you gonna leave me?" she asks

i shake my head "I'm not, i love you too much" i kiss her forehead. she melts into my arm a little "i love you too"

our first 'love you's

"when did you find out?" i ask after 15 mins of silence. she was still in my arms

"when i was assaulted in high school. the doctor said the chance of me carrying a baby were really low and having a healthy pregnancy even lower. but- i still wanna try one day" she mumbles

"well when it's time, we could ask a doctor if it's safe for you and we can try" i kiss her again. she smiles

"i cant believe you thought i would leave you on that" i joke and she chuckles.

she kisses me, but i don't let her pull away. that end with us in the shower together.

i walked out clothed as she stays a little longer. i walk to our bedside table and see a necklace. I've never seen fayre wearing it. i open the necklace and see a man and woman who look a lot like fayre staring at me

"you ok?" fayre's voice asks me and i get out of my daze and smile at her

"your parents?" i ask and she nods and stares int my eyes. i look into her eyes as i close the necklace back

Authors note:
Heyy so there was some mess up with this chapter and the first half of when they talked about Vivian was deleted, im sorry but I'll try to write it again soon, for now just imagine they had the talk and they are fine now