XXVI -an empty place-

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Carl Isiah

the last 3 years have been amazing and still empty somehow. moving to Australia was hard but we as a family pulled through the hard part

Lily walks in with our second son, Alson. he was just 6 months old.

"Edwin don't stain your clothes" lily scolds. Ed immediately take a tissue and wipes his mouth off

Edwin was a really smart and reserved child. despite still having doe eyes, he could be really intimating by just his eyes. he just had that look in them. Lily always says he gets it from Aldrin

just thinking about Aldrin makes my heart sink a little. he really loved Edwin and now he wasn't here. he would love him. they are so common in manner despite edwin only knowing him for months.

we will definitely tell Edwin about his godfather once he's older.

i still remember the call we got from fayre

it was 2 days after we got home after nathan's funeral

Aldrin had shot himself in the head while Fayre was out. she was crying and sobbing on the call too. we couldn't fly back immediately to comfort her so she was left all alone to which i felt really sorry for

at Aldrin's funeral, i had taken it to my duty to give Fayre the engagement ring Aldrin had bought and told her all about it. she started sobbing harder and cried into lily's neck

that was the last time we saw fayre. it was like she vanished in thin air after that. but we didnt try to find her either. maybe she wanted to forget about all this, so we gave her the space she needed

we are all trying to move on.

but maybe there will forever a empty space in our lives

a place no one can fill in

the end

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