𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 || ᴇɴʜʏᴘᴇɴ - ʀᴀᴍʏᴇᴏɴᴢ

44 : doubt

- Hanee (you) pov -

You saw your mom approaching you.  You grab her collar.

"Why did you hide him? What were you trying to do? Why didn't tell me that Jake is still alive?" you yelled in her face. 

You no longer feel like running away from her anymore. You had enough.

"You killed me before i had the chance to tell you. I was about to kill the both of you together. Im sorry, Hanee" she said, holding onto your wrist.

"You deserve to be killed. You killed your own two daughters" you glared at her.

"That old man brainwashed me, i wasn't aware of what i was doing, Im sorry" she started crying.

"You destroyed me and killed my love ones. I hate you" you cried too.

"Hanee" you heard someone calling for you. You turned to the back and saw Heeseung. 

"Heeseung" you called him.

"Hanee?" you woke up. You were crying in your sleep. 

"Hanee, you alright?" you look beside you and saw Heeseung sitting beside you bed.

As soon as you see him, you cried even more and you hugged your knees. He sat on your bed and went closer to you.

"Hey, what's wrong? Another nightmare?" he asked you and hugged you. You felt really safe and comfy in his chest.

"Im tired of this" you said, breathing out. He hugged you even tighter and stroke your hair.

"You'll be fine. Aren't you happy Jake is here? Alive?" he asked, you know it was hard for him to say that.

"Im sorry, it wasn't my plan to keep you waiting" you pushed your hair out of your face.

"I can wait" he said and you look into his bambi eyes. You hugged him.

"Im really sorry" you cried. He hugged you back.

"Hanee, it's fine. Really" he said and you wipe your tears. 

"What were you doing here anyway?" you pulled away.

"Uhhh watching over you just in case you have a nightmare? I couldn't sleep anyway" he sighed.

"Thank you" you smiled. 

"Welcome, now go back to sleep"

"I can't sleep anymore. If you're sleepy. you can sleep here" you pat beside you. He laughed.

"Don't do that. You're giving me fake hopes" he laugh and you just realised it.

"Oh, im sorry" you moved away.

"But since you offer, why not" he grab you and he laid his head on your lap. You scoffed and played with his hair.

"Did he went home?" you asked him.

"He's in the guest room. Im not letting him leave until he gives you an explaination" he said with his eyes closed. 

You stroke his hair. Your heart was beating. 

'He's this close'  you brought your face closer to his.

'my god he's perfect'  you poked his nose and he opened his eyes.

"Whoa you're close" he said, surprised at how close your face was. 

"You have stars in your eyes, do you know that?" you stared into his eyes.

"No more stars" he closed his eyes.

"No open it" you grabbed his face. 

"Open it" you said as you shake his head.