𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 || ᴇɴʜʏᴘᴇɴ - ʀᴀᴍʏᴇᴏɴᴢ

52 : messed up

The hallway was quiet. Everyone was frozen. The only light was coming out of Heeseung's room.

You felt your heart slowly ripping apart.

"Opps. Oppa your team is back early" the girl chuckled. You look at her hand and saw her holding a piece of the glow in the dark stars you pasted.

'How did this mf get that?'

"w-what the hell is happening" Jay stuttered.

you laughed.

"bloody hell" you cursed.

"I didn't get second stitches to see this women taking a piece of my stars" you yelled.

She grinned and shrugged.

you watched the girl zooming pass you and the guys.

You grabbed her face to take a good look.

"You?" Sunghoon said, recognising her face.

"Long time no see, Park Sunghoon" she smirked.

She smacked your hand away and ran out of the house. You look back to Heeseung. He was leaning against his room door.

"Who the hell is she?" you ask sunghoon. He paused.

"The sister of his ex's girlfriend. The one he killed" Sunghoon said. Everyone gasped.

'what is this'

you started crying, trembling from anger. Then you laughed.

"n-noona" Sunoo touched your shoulder.

"I can't do this anymore" you said.

You went to your room and slammed the door, bear still in your hands. You locked it.

"Hyung what the hell?" you heard Sunghoon yelling at Heeseung in the hallway.

You covered your ears.

'this isn't happening. This is definitely. not happening' you said to yourself.

You stuffed your ears with your earpiece. You blasted songs so you couldn't hear the arguement between the guys.

You threw the bear into your closet. You didn't want to see it at all.

'What is this?' you laughed insanely.

you didn't know what to do. The betray you felt was eating you up.

'he let a girl. in his room.. she took a piece of my stars. She-' you cried even more.

'i've never seen his chest before but he-' 

'what did i do? why did this happen? how?'  there were many questions in your head.

'they. slept. together' that thought kept spinning in your head.

You shouldn't have let him in your heart. You shouldn't have. 

What happened? What changed him? Why was he doing this to you?

The next day, you were still crying.  Your ears were still plugged in so you couldnt hear anyone or anything  You just cried. You spent the day tearing and cutting the bear apart.

You broke the glasses and vases in your room. You went crazy. Your hands were bleeding, but who cares right?

You couldn't take it anymore.

You look at your window and got an idea. You washed up and got ready.

"Hanee!" you heard Heeseung knocking desperately.