I'm Your Cure (SMHG SEQUEL)

Chapter 7

I felt my eyes slowly opening.

I looked around and saw James sitting in a chair in the corner of the room.

The walls were an ugly purple color, the chair was a weird pink color and James was asleep.

I looked out the window and saw it was dark outside.

I took a deep breath and saw James open his eyes.

"Oh my God...hi...." He said softly as if a loud noise would shatter me.

"Hi..." I painfully croaked out.

"What happened?" I asked struggling to keep my eyes open.

"You-" James started as he stood up and walked over to me and held my hand, "You were hit by a car and your cuts opened up and you got a lot of scraps and cuts and were bleeding from your head..."

Oh God.

It sounded awful, but I couldn't really even feel anything.

"W-where is everyone else?" I asked worried.

Oh God Ashton.

No,no,no.

He can't know about the cuts.

None of the boys.

Especially Luke and Ash.

I heard my heart monitor picking up and James took notice too.

"They called me first. And everyone else is coming to see you when you're better okay?"

"Did you call ash?" I asked worried he'd find out about what I did.

He nodded.

"Where is he? Does he know about..." I asked not wanting to say it as I looked down at my bandaged arms.

"He knows...I had to explain what happened and that came up."

I nodded with my heart hurting.

I can't believe I did this to him.

I didn't want to hurt him and yet it seems that's all I've done.

"James, where is he?" I asked again noticing he didn't answer my question.

"He's here...."

My heart rate picked up immensely and I felt excited,irritated,happy,upset,panicked and a mess of emotions.

I tried to push myself up as pain shot like bullets through my entire body.

"OW!!" I yelled out.

James stood up, "no,no,no, Sam just please relax. "

I stayed still and nodded.

That's when I actually realized how many wires were all hooked up to me.

They were everywhere!

I looked at James, "can I see him?"

He looked at the door then back to me, "I can try and get him in here."

"Please." I pleaded.

He nodded and walked out to the hall to go and try to get Ashton in and I tried to relax.

I closed my eyes and felt my head and heart pounding.

Soon enough the door was opening again, "what did they say?" I asked not opening my eyes.

"That I could come in." I heard Ashton's familiar voice say.

I opened my eyes and saw him standing in front of the door as he shut it quietly.

"Ash..." I said softly feeling myself tear up.

He walked over to me and took my hand and kissed it softly.

"I'm so sorry." He said letting tears spill over.

And then I lost it.

I was crying like there was no tomorrow.

"Why did you come back?" I asked as he wiped my tears hardly even touching my face.

"When we were on the phone, I heard the whole thing. I heard the car, I heard you scream, I heard someone yelling that you were bleeding out and then the phone cut off and I got a plane back yesterday."

"You've been here for a day?!" I said as loud as I could.

Which wasn't much.

But it felt like it.

"It's okay, it's okay. The guys are practicing, going to the meetings, and getting the tour pushed back." He soothed.

"Ashton, you can't do that. You didn't have to come here."

"I did. I wasn't just going to leave you here by yourself."

I shook my head.

What a stubborn little drummer boy.

"I wouldn't be be my myself. You know James wouldn't leave me."

He rolled his eyes with a shrug, "I know."

I smiled softly which surprisingly hurt.

"Babe, just take it easy. You're going to be okay. I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere." He said as he sat down in the chair James was in.

I sighed, "Ash...please..."

"What?" He asked concerned.

My head was pounding and every thing was hurting.

My vision was going black around the edges.

I blinked it away trying to focus on Ashton.

"Did you call the guys at least?"

"Oh, Luke's going to kill me. I told him I'd call when I landed" He said obviously feeling guilty.

"Go call." I said and kept blinking.

"Baby are you okay?" He asked with worry filling in his voice.

"I- i don't..." I said as every thing started to blur and fade to a black color.

Ashton quickly stood up and yelled, "James call a nurse immediately!"

I saw James running down the hall and I looked back at Ashton.

"Ash, ash look at me please..." I begged feeling my heart rate slow.

He looked at me with tears in his eyes, "no,no, I can't lose you. please, just focus on me okay? Don't stress yourself."

I kept blinking away the black that was sneaking into every part of my vision.

"I know what happens next...and I just want you to know-"

He cut me off and shook his head no crying, "no,no, please. Don't leave me...you can't leave me."

"Ashton...I-"

"No baby, please just focus on me. James will have a nurse here soon." He cried.

I smiled softly, "Ashton...I love you. Please tell everyone I love them...and I'm sorry for everything..."

And with that,

Everything went black.