lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters.
Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic...
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12/18/20 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Ma Dre! come on you gotta wake up! Daddy is waiting downstairs for us the breakfast smells so good Ma ! WAKE UP !" i whisper yelled at my mother. i knew if i yelled and startled her id fuck around n get my ass beat so i wasnt tryna chance it. thats how i was too if you try to wake me up dont shake or yell at me because then im gonna wake up in full fucking panic mode.
(an: i stg this is me my mother n my brother lmao)
"MA!" i started to grow impatient. i went over to shake her gently. "mama wake up." i went to look at her face, she looks so peaceful. i started to pepper kisses all over her face, "come on mama." i started to giggle. yet her face was stuck. my smile dropped. i went to touch her hand. cold as ice.
"oh my god. oh my god. oh my god. no.no.no. mama ! ma dre!" i couldnt even scream. i just started to shake her more, silent tears falling out my eyes.
"DADDY COME HERE! SHES NOT WAKING UP. SHES NOT WITH US. MAMA LEFT." i finally got the strength to holler. seconds later my father was in the doorway. he mustve flew up the stairs to us. he didnt say anything just silently strutting towards the bed.
he kept his head up and chest out like he always told me. once he got to the bed he stuck his hand out. bracing himself but wanting to get this over with. he touched her cheek and jumped back, looking at her in disbelief.
"shes home now chérie." that was the last thing i heard from him before the sniffles, then shakes from his body jerking so much from the ongoing tears. i felt his arms snaking around me bringing me so close to his chest i could hear his heartbeat. my lip quivered a bit trying not to cry but i broke down and we were crying in eachothers arms.
12/31/20~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"the best part of waking up is not giving a fuck." snoop dogg sang as my phone shook at 7am.
(an: my actual alarm btw then the next one is bbn😮💨ik my alarms are top tier)
"ugh snoop shutcho high ass upp!" i groaned trying to find my phone in my bed. flailing my arm everywhere almost dislocating it. i got impatient and sat up, flipping my covers off me then hearing a BOOM.
i just sat there. i literally just chucked my phone across my room i need a breather because this is forcing me to leave my bed earlier than what i anticipated.
i took a deep breath. rotating my head to loosen up my neck. slowly shrugging my shoulders in a circular motion to release tension. cracking my back so i wont be stiff.
i went to get off my bed to find my phone, it wasnt hard because snoop was still singing. i found it n stopped the alarm. going to my bathroom to do my routine. today is the day. i get to see my mom in a casket before she gets put in a urn. yayyy!
