lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters.
Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic...
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recap i walked in putting the groceries away. my father went to join me once he was done bringing them all in.
"you two seem close. how is that possible ?" he pondered wanting to know more about our friendship.
"i dont know. but new beginnings right?" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
it has now been 2 weeks. january 16th 2021. im starting school tomorrow but its the middle of the damn year. i dont know how this is going to work but im willing to try.
i cant stand being in the house any longer. im so happy my car came. it just got here 2days ago. i was getting a bit nervous i did not want to order anymore damn ubers.
i named my baby Khaleesi. shes so pretty its insane. (an: game of thrones type beat🤞🏽)
its now 9pm and i have to be at school by 9am. so im starting up my night routine. playing my girl erykah badu on my speaker. lighting some incense and a candle.
i went to look for my towel and washcloth. once i found them i went to the bathroom turning on the shower to the hottest setting. i like to get a preview of hell just in case i get sent there for worshipping rocks.
i stepped in wincing but getting accustomed then relaxing. the water feels so good on my skin i began to drift away. i start to dream about her, Ma dre. We were in the middle of the nightsky dancing with the stars. it was so peaceful i loved it here. she was beautiful its like she looked more at peace in death than life. our song began to play again, she went to touch my cheek n i woke up.
When I want you in my world (Want you in my world) But how can I want you for myself (I can't have you baby) When I'm already someone's girl I guess I'll see you next lifetime Cuz what we got is so divine I guess I'll see you next lifetime Next time I'll make you mine, ooh
i missed the whole song. then i heard W.A.Y.S by jhene aiko play and squealed. i literally love this song it makes me feel good. it really builds me up when i feel weak and defeated. jhene deserves the world for just that one song.
At forty-four minutes to four An angel walked up to my door Opened the windows to my soul Told me he thinks that I should know There's no slowing down As the globe spins 'round and 'round
You better keep going, better keep going Better keep going, you better keep going Better keep going, you better keep going You better keep going, you better keep going You better keep going
i began to go into a daze listening to her speak to me. washing my body thoroughly. steps under the water letting all the soap and grime get off me. cleansing me of any negativity allowing it to wash down the drain.
