lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters.
Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic...
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recap i was going to continue to walk until anyha told me to stop. so i immediately did so, not wanting to trip or something. i looked on the ground but nothing was there. then i heard mic interference causing me to get annoyed. these shits heavy and now my ears about to hurt.
whoever doing all this extra shit better be fucking worth it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"someone take those from her, i know she bout mad as hell right now." i heard her chuckle. suddenly i felt a rush of relief, someone took the bouquet out of my hands. "thank fuck." i whispered shaking my arms. but people heard me because they laughed.
i looked up and seen billie she looked so pretty but nervous. i can tell she was even though it wasn't noticeable off first glance. she has white sunglasses on but theyre up in her hair. she's wearing a grey sweat suit, the top having 2pac's face on it while the pants have some sort of skull. shes looks good as fuck.
(an: this is billies french letter most of these lines are from quotes from poets and authors online yall LMAO ill put the translation after every line in italics just wanted to lyk)
"none of yall better laugh at me i swear to goddd." she chuckled a bit before clearing her throat, "Si tu pouvais lire dans mon coeur, tu verrais la place où je t'ai mise!" If you could read my heart, you would see the place I have given you there.
im already crying what the hell. let me wipe my eyes.
"selene, tu me rends heureux." selene you make me happy. "avec toi, la vie est belle." with you life is beautiful. "Pour moi, tu sois le plus belle." to me youre the prettiest. "je pense à toi tout le temps." i think of you all the time. "c'est ouf" its crazy. she laughed a bit.
her eyes are glossing over a bit but her tears arent falling. im just in complete awe. no one really knows what shes saying, it feels like we're the only ones in this room.
"J'adore quand tu me tiens près de moi pour que je puisse dormir comme un bébé." i love when you hold me close so i can sleep like a baby. "merci beaucoup pour votre aide." thank you very much for your help.
"fuck this language is hard as shit." she grumbled and people laughed at her. im surprised people are still here. i couldve sworn the bell rang already, she really stopped the school day for me.
"tu es tout ce que je désire. pouvez vous répéter?" she asked me. You are all I want. Can you repeat? smiling ear to ear i said, "tu es tout que je désire."
she walked up to me grabbing my hands. "happy valentines day selene. i have 3 questions for you mama can you answer them for me ?"
"yes. ask me." i barely said.
"can you be my valentine ?" she smiled a small smile. i laughed, "of course. what else ?"
"can you be my date to prom?" her smile grew. the crowd cheered louder and eventually quieted down so i can answer, "absolutely!" i answered with a smile.
"ok last one guys. can you be my girlfriend ?" everyone went quiet. including me. i just stared at her. i was frozen. i noticed i was in my head for too long when billie started to grow red. i couldnt just say "sorry yes of course." i decided to be extra.
i started to jump around with the biggest smile on my face. "DUH BILLIE THE FUCK!" i jumped in her arms. she caught me, letting out a huge sigh of relief. everyone went wild even the teachers.
damn was they all rooting for us this whole time ? what the hell LMAO.
"youre so fucking extra but so am i." she put me down digging in her pocket. she pulled out a tiny box i almost fainted. "billie fucking eilish." i scolded causing her to almost fall out in laughter.
"what ?! im not proposing what the fuck. im TOO YOUNG for that shit." everyone let out a breath. "its a moonstone. its a promise ring. i know this is the type of shit you get after a year but i feel like you deserve this shit now. youve been so good to me. you deserve to have something to remind you of my appreciation. " she slid the ring on my finger. i was ugly crying at this point i was trying to hide my face because i know people are recording.
"billieeeee !! all i got you was this what the fuckkkkk!" i whined pointing to the basket by anyha. "its ok angel i know ill love everything in there." everyone awwed.
"Le seul vrai langage au monde est un baiser." she said to me with such ease. shes been practicing her french chile. (The only true language in the world is a kiss).
my eyes widened at her bold statement. even though not everyone can understand us. or so i thought.. "baiser" began to be chanted. (kiss.)
billie looked down at me with a smirk, i returned the expression. we stepped in closer to one another, even though we were together already. she took one hand placing it on my chin to the public but i felt her inching to my neck.
i looked at her pink lips and she looked at my brown ones. i've always looked at her this way and so has she, we just never acted on it. im just afraid once we start to kiss, i wont be able to stop. finally being honest with myself ive been secretly longing for this moment for so long.
i wrapped my arms around her neck getting on my tippy toes. i pulled myself closer into her, closing my eyes our lips slightly touching. we both opened our eyes at that, we both mustve felt that energy. i thought it was just me.
after that we smiled and leaned in finally kissing. to me everything went slow, slower than we actually moved. our lips were moving in sync dancing together. this wasnt a lustful kiss, only passion could be identified.
my senses went haywire. everything around me went silent it was only us. i couldnt open my eyes even if i tried. but my touch, i felt everything. i felt her hands over me.
i felt her tongue all throughout my mouth. i didnt fight her for dominance i let her take it. i could smell the vanilla on her. i could smell her special shampoo she only uses every once in a while because its that good.
we finally parted to catch our breaths. i jumped at all the sudden noises, they were still cheering. some had left but a good majority was still there. i couldnt believe that this was my life at the moment. it all seemed fake, like a dream.
all i know is i want to stay in this state of euphoria.
