lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters.
Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic...
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recap "whatre you gonna do heal me ?!" she questioned stepping back a bit. "you know what.. maybe i will." i replied and she scoffed. she put her mask back on getting ready to leave out.
"good luck." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
after billie stormed out on me i stood there. in shock.
what the hell is happening? why do i feel like this? questions running through my head with no remorse. coming full speed; not even giving me enough time to think of a remotely good answer.
i paced the room probably looking like a lunatic to anyone who walked passed that door. i didnt care though, i just needed an answer. trying to remember if anything from my past could help me right now. then i remembered, Ma Dre.
one day Mama was taking me out for ice cream at the park. i was young wearing some sandals and a sun dress. twists and bobos in my hair.
it was real sunny; just beautiful. clear skies ,the birds sang a song that i could listen to all day. her smile was so bright this day i could guess that mine was too.
"mama can i get a mix with the oreos and sprinkles with vanilla ice cream ? pleaseee!" i begged her. looking at all the flavors there were to offer.
"sure my love. no need to be impatient. we're next in line." she reasoned. i was so excited but i managed to relax a bit. when it was our turn at line mama said our order to the pretty lady behind the counter.
they were talking about something i could tell it wasnt about ice cream based off the minor frowns. ice cream doesnt make you frown.
"mama whats wrong ? are you ok ? is the lady ok?" she reached for the ice cream going to look at me. for reassurance that she was ok of course. but only for a second maybe even half of that the 2 ladies touched hands. my mother jumped a bit. the lady looked at her confusedly watching my mother set down our ice creams to grab her hands.
"i see you. i feel you. i hear you. i dont know you but im here. get well dear." she whispered to the lady. i could see a single tear slide down her cheek. she mumbled a thank you before going to the back. a boy coming out i guess to take over. as we were walking out she handed my ice cream i smiled in return.
but that couldnt stop my curiosity, "mama what happened ? why did you say that to her ? is she in trouble ?" i pondered. questions spilling out until my mother shushed me.
"well my love, mama is what you call an empath. i can feel peoples energies whether its good or bad. the lady seemed to be having a bad day so i gave her encouraging words so she could keep going. itll feel like a gut feeling itll swarm you. sometimes i can take on their emotions. thats why i dont really like going out. you know how i dont like to go out food shopping during the day and always go at night?" i nodded my head yes.
"that's because when im out in the day. i can sometimes feel how others feel. but at night its more empty of course. remember when we were cashing out that one time and the lady didnt know how to work the register and she began to get so angry and frustrated?" she asked again and i nodded.
"yea you threw 3 100 dollar bills at her and just pushed the cart out." i giggled. but she didn't. "yea it was a bit funny now that we can look back on it. but it wasn't funny at the time. that was my empathy controlling me. i was perfectly fine before that but her energy just really got to me. i feel like you too will have this gift. you will need to learn how to control it so it wont consume you. i don't need you lashing out like i did now do i ?" she began to tickle me. and i giggled asking her to stop. when she did we began to walk again eating our ice cream.
empathy.
so now im a damn empath. this is not what i signed up for. i do not want to feel her crazy feelings. she wont even let me in. yea we laugh kiss hands but thats it. yeah sure atleast for now i guess.
the bell ringing brought me out of my thoughts. ohmygod i missed my whole class. i have anatomy now. i went to gather all my things rushing out the room. i am finna be so lost.
i pulled out my phone about to go text anyha when it was snatched out my hand. whoever this is definitely wants to get decked in the throat.
"fuck is you doin.." but i was cut off once i looked up seeing billie again. i instantly calmed down but still wanted my phone back.
"sheesh someone is feisty." she chuckled with a cocked eyebrow.
she went to look at my phone and faux pouted, "i wasnt even gonna be the first person you texted? you suck!" that sent me into orbit i literally started to cackle a bit.
"oh my god youre making me embarrass myself. i wasn't supposed to laugh my real laugh that fast and easily. i literally hate you right now give me my shit." i said through giggles.
"yeah well you're embarrassing me just as much sounding like a damn hyena here take your phone and tell your bae not to worry." she laughed a bit but mocked the word "bae."
"dont dickride thats my bae fr." i said while smirking. "oh yeah?" she asked with a grin. "yeah." i nodded my head.
i love playing games it gets me going. "oh ight then mama. tell your bae to take you to class then. because right now youre lost as hell." and she walked away with a smile.
my eyes popped and my mouth dropped. i tried to stop her but she was way too far. so i screamed "fuck you." and went on my phone trying to find my way. "you wish." she said before she was finally out of sight.
she can go to hell.
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